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Happy anniversary♥️Dec30(🅰️⚡️💍)

Dear Consort 🅰️♥️,

I hope this is gonna be neither an incident sharing nor a feelings delivering .Something which might be testing your forbearance just coz of no enthusiasm making when any one are in the intention of keep listening to my happenings and my Immatured deeds and her rectification through this blog .This is completely about the gratitude delivering by sugu to the worlds best mom I got as my bride .Prologue or monologue .whatsoever let my soul speaks .Thanks for the endless joy you feed as mother in the relationship called everlasting .So past this is unspoken and should have be unspoken .Just coz Iam still enviable and I couldn't tolerate if I heard anyone put forth their efforts to make you joyful than me in your past .Even it's your girl besties .So this shows the state of mine .Dimension of life is not much wider than I cogitate .So my sincere apologisation to you if I failed to enchant you at any circ.well Iam hereby to fulfill your needs and your needs are my pleasurable want.So apart from the gift,sharing ,caring ,loving the best gift I received from god is love from mother and rebirth from mother .birth is by mentally not physically it doesn't meant that my mother failed to make me grow .Let it be at one side .Now I was stucked up in huge chaos ,serenity ,pleading for good and true concern ,begging for the people who promized me that they won't leave me but they are the souls who betrayed behind .so these are just made me to be in a pessimistic path .and Embed that nobody is gonna come in the category called comrade and no bloody concern full of strategy about how to make me get betrayed and make me get used in the name called true comrade .So these were being my panic and yes I panicked not coz of peoples coz of those who were more close to me .And that exactly seems like excruciating moment when mother during pregnancy .whem infant struggling to receive the favour of mom and it's not about how the way mother shelters the infant in womb .Equal role played by both .and baby comes by the hope ,favour,incentive of mother and the attention ,powerful emotions which is there with both .And the connectivity +the way how mother shows how she take care of the baby after the delivery ,she would be clearly showing off to her baby .sacrificed her pains and making not to hurt the third soul in womb ,and feeding the foods even while baby settles in a safe place called mothers womb .so likening both who is the reason either the struggle of mother or the acceptance and Some bloody emotions comes and making baby to come out .Ofcourse the togetherness of both .It seems like sarcastic right ? What's was in the visibility is how mother nurtured but how the way infant felt like hell inside womb without looking at the first crush and the first love called mom isn't it ?so pain they confront during pregnancy is not able to interpret through words but at the same time some thing that's not gonna be rational but this emotional fool used to exaggerate and correlate like it .THats the lovable confirmation which mother gives to baby before delivering just mentally and physically by how the way she keeps her duties out and her foremost joy would have being is to see her first love and that would have delivered by mother by being wary and by being caring .So who suffers a lot ? Is a kinda hypothetical quest.Realizing the abnormal love of a person in this modern world is hell .but being fetching love by not seeing the person and some distance relationship is just like more than hell.Being experiencing it .So babies who Takes equal place in the topic called pain.Babies are being worried of the delay of viewing the caring soul as Their love not earlier .So this is not rational but this kid Sugu is just not Able to divulge his bloody emotions towards anu .so the same hereby let you ll correlate the above story to my prevailing situation and the struggle this kid Sugu has is being had enough tragedy and the delay of Anu's arrival so she just gave birth to me and the one with whose consent and without making a debate about your doings you aren't suppose to do any work is the clearance for the quest .How much love you kept towards them ...? This quest contrived by my intuition and ans detected by looking at the efforts I put forth towards anything relevant to anu ....so yes what do we call it ? Haan animosity that's being in a occurance .But all those enmity has been included in the list called least bothering when huge bothering is being as her in the list called prime.What have they said ? Yes you will be glowing when you have ample goodwill .Goodwill is there in every humans but intermediate something unbearable distress interrupt and make them to choose wrong path .But here she is grasping my hope and the intension of not to intervene in mma my misdeeds even any harmful stuffs I received from whomsoever ,Just keep saying no to ruining stuffs such as intoxication but yes I was being a peddler in the past days .peddler is the drug dealer .She is my drug and enormous drug penetrating into my mind through her consolation .....so Inshort how I wish to live is what was completely failed to give by my parents has to do give by u in the position called my everything .So there would be no chance to feel the lack of concern and cluster of scornful stuffs receiving by my family .Goodwill that gets a good response amidst peoples .so are words suffice to demonstrate What you had done.It tales a day to complete half of the deeds you done to me .so onething thats a great disillusionment .Yes retrospective jealousy is there still .When I got known that a person is there to make you cheer up when your tears felling.whose that? ..just do ruminate the dispute we both had and I was Wailing and conveying .You were sarcastically looking and replying to it .what have you posted on your birthday .?.the Ans is I thought Iam the one who tasted the calories present in your grace called cheeks.so even some posts either it looks inelegant or elegant whatsoever I wish to post it just by delivering my caption well yes Iam nerd this is how u feel when Iam uttering hereby with stupidity .but caption is just by making let my soul speak and that's just coz of the respective person isn't there so sharing is the only remedy to get forth from the gloom but sharing it hereby like an orphan is the only lamenting I have and so I have a bit wrath towards Anu for leaving me like an orphan so what have I uttered ? (So what would be making everything as constructive is the aggregation and the selection of people not like throng just a person With whom we felt credible whatever solution he or she speaks ,so that relationship category is the most important task which might be traumatising as well as joy contriving just by discerning who is gonna break the gloom..so birth is when good initiation along with good person arrives and let the bygone days with calamity be settle in the ineffectual and perishable category .just when we woke up from where we left things by insouciance and peoples by petulant and starting cheer up and raising up is an indication that you are nearby to the real jubilant called conserving virtue .yes graveyard So it would be much joyful and appeasing that I lived my life if a bit success in the category called virtue is there to take me to the paradise right ? Haaaa virtueness -well loving beyond limits without excavating disasters and without drowning in the dismal and doing something pertinent to goodness is also a kinda gratitude we must give to the one who made you to go for this positive vibes ♥️🅰️💥) when jubilant feel received and that's the entire elegance is being as Anu .... (Wherever I go two interjection comes and it makes me get disrupted .one is a kinda wondering dream that's a sweet disruption .and the another one is even the vehicle ,what we ate when we met at eatery ,everything the ambience ,what was encompassed around me is being reminding you and assisting me to pretend like ecstatic outside but weeping inside of missing you to the core ♥️A♥️when I felt tiring of keep giving consent to my mind and soul to let it arrive ,and suddenly when I do a try to hide my cry the shirt I worn is the shirt you presented me and even that's being a great obstruction for my prevaricating task ♥️A♥️Everywhere So what was it ?is being defeated doesn't meant that I failed ,I may be impolite to such g fucking *peoples .Haaaa undoubtedly few girl besties of my spouse ,but Iam here to deplete my flaws and to be brightly glowing in the topic called character as well as the anticipated stuffs .but not to those illegitimate wetches ,just to the only person whom I rely on ,whom I used to be with more comfort and more love .Thats ♥️🅰️so impression might be whatsoever i haven't made it get deplete in her view that shows whom I consider a lot and whom Iam not yet fucking considered even a bit ...♥️great conclusion..that's just by the courageous perspection depicted hereby In a straight forward way .on behalf of those souls aren't ready to do what they were doing behind inperson...so let my soul speaks without bluff ...) (Missing is daring to cope up the circ which makes me to seek for compassion .....well what scares me is those liars and how the way Iam gonna avenge them 🤭not bloodshed or instigation or anything just silence to their words +introspection .And flourishing in What they felt Iam little enervated or savvy needed ....so that would be making them hard to get forth from the ache they have after looking at the way I live my life with two things .One is the opposite of what they contemplate .Pessimistic but what I used to take along with me is hope .Second is chilling with an arrangement of concert 🕺🏻🎼whenever they want me to be aggressive by their provocation ✨+contumelious talk)even just completed getting fed up by th over thinking and woes and suddenly planning to go for some eaters some motel and what's sad is she is coming and what's was around me everything is reminding her so beyond hell right ?
(So preconceived deed that's making a relatedness from that bride groom engagement -the anniversary ....Ain't worried yet of being in the honourable place called nerd ....well the pain of getting offended and getting boosting up spirits through what they mocked and knocked the fortune door 🚪 just the netherworld called trying and being working hardly has to throw and no need to stab them I usually would like to make my avenge In a clever way .so just kindly make let your triumph invite them to your world 🌎 🦋 and let the ridiculous stuffs emerged by whomsoever .being taking it as zero percent drastic and 100 percent sportive is usual .lemme be it ✨the last thing is never do forget to enumerate the one who is the reason behind the changes and spirits ...good to hear if the reason behind it is a girl .and much better if they are the one who is gonna travel along with them in all lamentings ) ⚡️🅰️♥️