The love flick of 🅰️⚡️

ForthFromtheGrief•stageOf minefrom🌀-present:Misfit-Fit InthisContemporary🌎

Heart looted ..She made me to feel like a pleasurable feel we get at Fog ,breeze .Thats the feel I get when least consideration given towards assisting needy peoples at mall .And Yes they sat and doing their work but the consideration u gave is the affirmation I get that you can't spare me and you would be pampering me like a mom in the relationship called ethernal..Salient is the efforts I put forth to live a happy existence .but whats sidelinking is the missings and I was in trance ...And some obscurity that's making me complete anguished ..But the adequate stuffs Iam fetching from her .Since she has lingered .And soul connected .Even meeting at eatery and fighting just for paying the debt is a kinda sweetest moment ...Sometimes we suppose to swap the relationship at sometimes .As I have uttered before and you might have found it .So and while meeting and while at motels ,I suppose to keep pretend my starve and to forget my brench since I would be focusing On buying things and foods to her so that I can watch the beguiling visualization for a while right and that's The way she eats and the way I seats nearby .Touching her feet with the neat Scarf 🧣 she gave and a hold with a tight made the entire sight appealing .so contumelious to liable and amicable parents ,and insolent behaviour .This can get diminish by her matured words filled with love ...Retrospecting .Endless joy with more amazement I gotten off ..But now Such things aren't able to occur is the most saddest part as well as pathetic too .Obsessing still .Recuperating from this derangement is not easier .This gap and sometimes we suppose to keep some testimony just to show off that we were lived when all got disappeared at present ......so the broad grin we both had at the motel ,the way she taught how to cleanse the plate and eat .She taught like a mom but I behaved like an infant and some mirth had on that spot we both overjoyed at the same time viewers and the hotel manager got cussed of our play ...and that will slay the unspoken worries which settled inside our heart...so Iam beholden .But apart from it ,The mentality of getting evolved just to be with her along with needs .This is the actual problematic thing ..But yes pessimistic should have gone when optimistically The soul of urs are there to boost u up when u get low .Obviously .Love is about the soul connecting and understanding and throwing out of that submissive mode and being in their own way without domination .So not through vanity .Just by heart .The acceptance it gives while the the person met the expectancy and our moderation crosses and heart overflows.scintilating and yes the life is uncertain and inevitable too .Subsequently meeting the greifs and I wish to make the mirth to occur consequently but what we planned would get revoke and something happens which we haven't dreamt ..Wail .....and still wailing .The gap .the conceptual state is critical .Just coz of over thinking which will be cease when we spare it as nothing .But too many thinkings that we give consent to something to do penetrate into the mind and the cells dawn to show off its effects,Pressure and finally we could barely get forth out of it .until some true soul comes into your life .And yes she arrives and pampering me like a child and the same reciprocating by me to her ,the first child 👶 Her game plus my encouragement makes the deference of both towards our sacred love up and my correction towards the way of thinking plus patience plus understanding makes the concealed hilarity come out and making the life and love a satiable .And this is what I need but something disorganised that's the continuity towards the task and the work I intervened .She was perturbed not coz of ache just coz of the attention and the huge consideration to her isn't being giving by me towards my life .So she fed up and Iam disoriented Owing to the attention I haven't given .and yes now apologised my little blunders I commit and this is what she needs .Time takes to fulfil what do u anticipate from a person .Going beneath the obscurity and obstinacy and doing something that will end up in a triumph .Thats Thinking what she says ..so yes time taken and clearance found for my chaotic things and hefty work I put forth and the The plans may call off but Onething that's firm thats her guidance plus my attention and dutiful to her will improvise everything .From here the hope began ,Intermediate few wail ,More mortification ,stagger of subduing the vulnerability.Everything will be fine when The consequential things became invulnerable but ,learning process will get flunk right ? The grace of wrinkling the black🖤shirt is being getting when she teaches me. And this strifes and her teachings is not being burden for me .The pride of not inebriated yet ,that eminence I get when I have something to say proudly that it was taught by her ... u learnt it from her ..what else I need ?This exemplary life shouldn't get quit by This gap called distance .Communication problem but the understating is strong and vigour that will be grasping the love of us till the last .💝 u 🦋the Three letter sorcerer 🧙‍♂️ called MOM(Anu)