The love flick of 🅰️⚡️

Sudden qualms and drastic mode (🅰️pertinent)

Notwithstanding more woes   ,Sugu is being  making his way of living in a congenial way.yes I have already uttered clearly about my oddity and  how I was at once .So The scrubby called despicable peoples and the way they fluster us is just making the grudge up but everything will be alright if you got a person to make ur cheers  up when your  tears   Were spilling Some qualms Iam getting right now Just because of being incorrigible still and not doing any work .deeply thinking of anu and this abnormality made anu to be in an utmost fright .sugu haven't considered his triumph and his life .He just felt more delightful when she reaches triumph in the task she chose pertinent to skills as well as academic ..so yes I have a stupidity and emotional mindset and that would be making me to quit doing work and Dawn  contemplating of anu beyond moderation .The mirth I get while buying gifts by making my starve get vanish behind my smile and doing sacrifices and buying .This proves how I would be without anu and with the destructive called distance relationship .Even I was about to chant and say her name when any one delivers any quest relevant to my aspiration .and  you want me to exclamatevit right ?well let me inscribe it .Inshort Either birth or death ,I would like to accompany her .I don't want let her to reach the desolation .So togetherness has to do persist .Even  anything wrongly written and perhaps If I included in the list of
Deceased person ,then she has to do cremate me and my cemetery has to  be with her presence and her incense .Haaaa yes this is really sarcastic and not rational .but yes this is how I speak and thinking without logic ...sometimes this bloody emotional mindset making me to utter something without thinking .so  she must have positioned in the place called none can pluck the place of her .This pride comes from the bottom of my heart and yes Sometimes words could barely illustrate my missings  and the state Iam in  right now .Whats haunting is this fast approaching task called strifes and yes I have 6 years to make me get well settled and to go with courage in the time of alliance with trust and majestic and that's good hire and being higher in virtues ,no bluff .So The thing is I can't say that I have 6 years In a exhilarated way.I have wasted 20 years and made my life ineffectual ....Might be more intriguing if god assisted me to find anu at past .So 20 years wasted just because she wasn't there in the past life ..So let me compensate it by being with her and showing off endless love forever .This is my wish ...yes life teaches everything .And it interprets clearly about the mind of human and the meaning  which we failed to  learn .Treasons,bogus ,traitors.peoples are there to hail as well as to pelt stones on us when you are in a peak .All you want is determination but if any  juvenile antiquated  kid born in this modern world then Iam sure without guidance he won't .and it will be great and will make his prodigious mode forth from him if the guidance is getting from the empowerment called women ...and  yes Anu ....so fog or scorching sun whatever ,we  must have felt incapable to bear at first .and then no other go just acknowledging  that it's  gonna be in the topic called habitual .and making the circ according to our crave shows  our cleverness .but even some kid might have flunked to notice whether he is in   Fog or scorching sun .even that wasn't understood by some kids just coz he  or she has less  capacity in understandings and yes  Iam bewildered right now Either I need to   Deliver my sadness that Iam the first person in the list of it or to show off my proudness and thankfulness  that Ihave got a person who is struggling to make me a perfect matured  human . Time moves in a expeditious way but Reason behind my weeping sound is why does the problem move in an unhurried way ? So I can't rely on anyone but To be frank let me point out two misdeeds she done one is selecting a kinda weird person who was in seek of true emotions and true love and the next is remarkable one .thats feeding love to the one whose starve is towards getting affection and made the feel I had at once thats Iam orphan .and that's  turned into  the name called happiest man in the world ...So Misdeeds must have done by more and so Anu is gonna suffer not through ache . through my abnormal overwhelming love ....So Who knows , even the third party such as hoes might be the reason behind woes but it's all about our trust towards each other yes when my comrades chuckles and when he or she says that this love flick is gonna be like the same what others faced and gotten such a miserable conclusion in their life flick .I ⚡️would be giving a. Silly laugh and Sugu maintains quietude so that he can make let everyone to view the answer and slipper shot for all giggles in their nuptial ceremony .phenomenal performance in all the work I do is hard to portray ...But the magnificence is the way Anu understands and makes me to pay attention to. Her words by somehow ..That's gonna be the one and only reason behind my forthcoming triumph .i hope I just need a void to avoid and Undo the mourn and yes Evoking all those deeds I done

with humours ..Neveretheless more happenings I have to reach the hilarity ,Iam still unhappy just coz of this missing .Even the last meet we gone to motel and heading to tvl. This one inch gap which is distinct in the above pic .I wasn't able to tolerate that affliction so how I suppose to bear this long unforeseen distance ...I demand an interpretation .......But Let me have something to keep in a confidential manner just to have it as inducing stuffs so that I can reach the irrepressible mode while the happenings turns into my side and while it favours me to. Reach the peak ....what has been quashed is the predetermined plans ...Let Time speaks ⚡️😭missing 🅰️