{Read gang leader love firsts}
Where vallyk rose polibio will face being leader. His best friends and sisters will help him through it. There is going to be heart breaks, friendships broken, death and love. Will these next leaders handle the pain,lo...
I wake up to Derek not next to me and arguing downstairs. I get out of bed. I get into the shower I do my hair routine and my routine. I get out and do my hair routine and my routine. I go to my closet and pick my outfit out👇🏽
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I walk downstairs and see Ashley cooking breakfast. I see Derek sit down looking at his phone. Everyone else just eats their food. I go behind Derek and start to lightly kiss his neck making him grab me and pull me close to him.
Derek: hey princess Alyssa: hiii Derek: so today how about all of us go out and have fun Alyssa: ok sounds fun Vallyk: mm betttttt Kobe: bigger bet Kaylee: girls you know what to do Brea: make his pockets hurt
Everyone laughs and Ashley turns around to look at me. She looks me up and down before shaking her head. I ignore her and just sit on dereks lap. He hold me close gently. Ashley puts a plate down for me but I don't eat it.
Derek: eat baby Alyssa: I'm not hungry
Truth is that after I got kidnapped I haven't eaten that much I will only eat 1 or 3 bites but that's it. I'm going to the doctors today so they can diagnose me. Nobody is coming just me.
Alyssa: I have a doctors appointment today so I gotta to love you byeeeeee Derek: can I come Alyssa: no *bluntly* Derek: why baby Alyssa: uhh because it's personal Derek: ok it's fine I love you mamas Alyssa: I love you too daddy
I wink and walk away. This is the first time I ever said I love you to him since I got kidnapped. I walk out the door and get inside my car. I drive to the doctors office. I get there and park my car and get out. I walk in and they already knew who I was. They bring me to the back. They ask me a bunch of questions and take notes down. They leave the room and come back with a sheet of paper. They hand it to me and I read it.
Anxiety disorder: Examples of anxiety disorders include panic attacks, obsessive-compulsive disorder, and post-traumatic stress disorder.
Eating disorder: Eating Disorders describe illnesses that are characterized by irregular eating habits and severe distress or concern about body weight or shape
Doctor: umm the eating disorder can be treated you just have to eat regularly but start off small Alyssa: will this effort my life Doctor: the anxiety will effect your life you can have panic attacks and can pass out if you are stressed out too much or something is overwhelming you Alyssa: what about the eating disorder Doctor: yes and no. Yes by if you keep eating the way you do you can get sick and will have to be in the hospital and no by if you start off small portions. Alyssa: ok thank you have a nice day Doctor: you too take care
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I nod my head and drive back home. I get in and Derek immediately runs into my arms making me drop my paper. He sees and picks it up. He reads it and looks at me. I put my head down in disappointment.
