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Maybe it was because they talked about sex, but the way Yeonjun grinned at him made him blush even more and he probably had too much wine, because his stomach did the weirdest things right now and he felt as if electricity was running through his body.
"—and what is that like?"
"What, getting fucked?"
Soobin nodded.
"Well, if it is done right it is very good."
"But --how can it feel good?"
"You see there is this small wonderful thing called the prostate, which is basically the male g spot. It's about the size of a walnut and placed right under the bladder and if you push your finger inside it's about, one or two knuckles deep in, depending on how big your hands are obviously."
"Huh.." there was so much new information and Soobin really didn't know what to do with it or why he was this interested in the first place. Maybe because Yeonjun was the first openly gay man he ever talked to?
He had never really thought much about gay sex before so maybe it was simple curiosity and Yeonjun was the perfect person to talk to about this--well, he could just google all of this but he was just the right amount of tipsy that he really didn't care that much embarrassing himself right now.
"For me there is a difference in arousal or the way I feel like during sex, too. I don't know if it makes sense to you that way, but I hope I can put it in words. I'm not really dominant in bed, but I do get a bit rough when I top--I like to please my partner and, you know, be good to them and when I am on top it's as if my brain stops working and it's more intense in one way."
"You probably know that feeling when you just really want to be inside of someone and fuck them? That is how I feel when I top, but when I bottom nearly all my dominance washes away and there is a different type of intensity. I tease a lot and make them horny to the point they can't take it anymore, but everything past that? Submissive. I like it when my partner manhandles me a bit and it is so different topping, but like I said, it is really good, too."
By now Soobin was sure he was blushing worse than ever in his life and as a reflex he gulped down the rest of his nearly full glass. Yeonjun looked at him and apparently, he just registered what exactly he had said --mind seemingly clouded by the wine, too--and started to blush.
"That, that was probably a bit, too much TMI.", he hid his face in his hands. "God, I am sorry. Whenever I drink something, I get even more open about everything."
Soobin swallowed down his embarrassment. "It's okay, really. It was kinda interesting to hear all that? I mean, I grew up in a small town and no one even really talked about gays, besides the fact that they are the spawn of Satan apparently, which is a load of bullcrap by the way, so yeah this was very--uh, informative?"
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