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Soobin suddenly felt like someone pulled the rug underneath his feet as Douche Dude pointed at him. His head started to spin--what?!
His head snapped back to Yeonjun, who looked like he was close to tears, glaring at the other man and his whole-body language practically screamed 'fuck you'--what?
"Oh, you still haven't told him. Huh, I thought that as soon as I was gone you would finally bone your precious roommate, but seems like he still hasn't caught onto your huge crush on him, huh Yeonjun? By the look on his face it seems like he really didn't know--so sorry for exposing your dirty little secret. Crushing on the straight friend, a classic."
Soobin was ready to pounce--no one could talk to Yeonjun like that, but his head was working in overdrive and he couldn't think straight.
Yeonjun--his precious Yeonjun--had a crush on him? Soobin suddenly felt a huge, goofy smile spread across his face--he wanted to hug the whole person right now.
But as soon as he turned around all he saw was the back of Yeonjun's skull, darting out of the room--Douche Dude was saying something, probably insulting him or Yeonjun, but that wasn't important anymore.
The only thing that mattered was Yeonjun, who was running out of the bar, and Soobin ran after him. At least, he tried. Yeonjun's built was smaller than his own and he had trouble with catching up--it took him ages until he was finally out of the bar and he immediately tried to locate Yeonjun.
Shit, where did he go? He reached down and took out his phone--thank god for Snapchat. He had hated it at first, but Yeonjun had bullied him into using it and right now he was really glad Yeonjun had done that.
He quickly opened the map and located Yeonjun--seems like he had walked back home. Perfect.
Soobin had never ran as fast as he had in that moment--and he was sure that he nearly tackled at least four people, but he just needed to see Yeonjun now.
If it was true what that Douche had said, he would be the happiest person on this fucking planet--and if it really was true, he needed to talk to Yeonjun about it as soon as possible, because he didn't want the younger man to think that he didn't want him for even just one second.
He was so impatient he didn't even wait for the elevator to arrive, but instead took the stair--he was close to collapsing once he finally reached their level, but not even passing out from the lack of oxygen would stop him right now.
As soon as he reached their apartment door he frantically reached for his keys and stumbled into their flat--there were Yeonjun's shoes scattered across the floor and it nearly sent him flying head first into the opposite wall, but he managed to regain his balance, threw the door shut and made a beeline to wherever Yeonjun was right now.
His eyes quickly scanned the living room--nothing; and he also wasn't sitting on the balcony so maybe his room? He quickly walked through their apartment and then he heard it--small muffling sobbing noises and Soobin felt like something was breaking inside of him.
He practically ran to Yeonjun's room but stopped once he was in front of the door to take one last breath--there was no turning back, and he knocked.
The sobbing stopped for a moment.
"Yeonjun, it's me--can I come in?"
"Go away, Soobin."--his voice was thin, and it sounded like he was crying again and Soobin was having none of it. He pushed the door open.
Yeonjun was lying curled up in a ball on his bed, back to the door and face buried in one of his pillows, trying so hard to conceal his sobs and Soobin just wanted to go over there and hug him--so that's what he did.
Wishing a second he was by Yeonjun's side, carefully placing his hand on his shoulder, massaging the tensed muscles. "Ju, turn around please. We have to talk."
"No, thank you. I already know what you are doing to say--'Yeonjun, you are my friend and I appreciate you as such, but I am straight so I can't return your feelings. Also, I am going to move out, because I can't live with a faggot that has a crush on me.'--I can do without that, thank you very much."
In a way it was adorable how worked up Yeonjun got, but Soobin didn't want him to even think like that for a second.
"For one, I am not straight so you are already wrong about that."--he couldn't help but grin as he felt Yeonjun freeze up and then sit up frantically to turn around and stare at him.
"Bullshit--you are straight. I talked to Taehyun when you moved in and later on talked to your co-workers, and they all said you are straight. If this is your way of trying to be funny, then I swear to god Soobin I am going to dismemb—"
He just placed his fingers on Yeonjun's lips making him to stop talking.
"Do you really think that I would be that cruel and do that to you?"
Yeonjun grew quiet at that--his tears had stopped and he quickly tried to wipe some of his smeared make-up off his cheeks and dry the remaining tears on his face with the sleeve of his shirt.
"I know you wouldn't, but you are straight--you can't tell me that you suddenly realized you swing for both teams, let alone that I am the one you like--or who made you realize you like guys, shit I am not that lucky."
It hurt to hear Yeonjun speak like that--was he really thinking that lowly of himself?
"Well, it was a bit more complicated than that actually."
Yeonjun still looked like he didn't believe him at all. "Care to explain how it happened then?--and why it was complicated?", Yeonjun replied snappishly and Soobin both wanted to kiss him and smother him with one of his pillows.
"Alright, uhm--where to start.", he thought back to all the things that had happened between them up until now and it was hard to really decide where to start so why not start at the beginning?
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Get ready for Soobin's long confession aka rant ;)
Hope you liked it :)
How is lyf cheesecakes?
And well i asked if anyone is up for a mafia AU. But....
Mafia or Werewolf? Disclaimer: i haven't started both, so you will have to be patient enough. The updates wont be as soon as this book's updates were :)
