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When he walks back into their apartment, Yeonjun is still awake and sitting in the living room--has he been waiting for Soobin? He immediately perks up at seeing Soobin and eagerly walks up to him as Soobin slowly walks further into the room.
"Where have you been? Are you feeling better now? Are you okay?"
Soobin hates how his heart immediately goes crazy and now he finally realized that the twist and turns his stomach always made were butterflies and he suddenly felt a bit overwhelmed at the whole situation.
He gulped heavily. "I just--I needed to talk to someone. I know you offered, but I just needed to hear someone's opinion who I wasn't that close with so I called Woobin; he picked me up, we talked and I finally realized a few things."
"What things?"
His heart was pounding so hard in his chest it felt like it was going to give out any given moment. Yeonjun--lovely, adorable, cute Yeonjun--was right in front of him; his whole attention solely on him and not on some random douchebag.
He could tell him right now.
He could tell him everything.
But he just couldn't--not yet, this was too fresh. He needed some time to think this through, to let things settle in. This was new for him and he just needed some more time.
"I can't tell you just yet--it's, it's kind of a big thing for me and to be honest I am really tired right now. I'm sorry that I just ran out like that and that I made you worry about me. It was stupid."
"No, it wasn't. You needed some space, I get that."
Yeonjun was still looking at him with this adorable look on his face and Soobin felt himself falter.
"If it is not too much to ask--could I get a hug? This is probably awkward, but I could really use a—", he couldn't even finish his sentence, before Yeonjun had thrown his arms around his neck and hugged him tightly.
Yeonjun was standing on his tip-toes, his chin resting on Soobin's shoulder, before he buried his face in his neck like he always did and simply held onto him and Soobin felt as if he was finally a whole being again.
The past few weeks there had been something missing, there had been something tearing him up and he finally understood what it was and Yeonjun hugging him made him feel whole again--he wrapped his arms around the younger man's small waist and bruised his face in his shoulder, too.
Yeonjun's body was so warm--both hard and soft at the same time. He could feel his chest pressed against his own and Soobin simply stood there, soaking in this moment.
He would talk to Yeonjun, eventually.
But right now, all he needed was a hug from his favorite person.
