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In a way it's strange--they still act the same more or less; they play around, laugh, go shopping together, cuddle on the couch when watching movies, but it is also so different now.
Soobin doesn't have to hold back anymore--whenever he feels the urge to kiss Yeonjun or hold him close he just can, and he makes good use of that privilege.
He couldn't remember if he had ever felt this needy for someone's attention, wanted to kiss someone this badly all of the time, but he wasn't complaining and neither was Yeonjun--if possible the other man had grown even more affectionate with him and Soobin had to admit that Yeonjun had him swooning more than just once.
Looking back, he finally realized that the way they had been acting already had been as if they had been dating and he once more wanted to kick himself for not noticing sooner--but Yeonjun told him that it was alright and that he shouldn't worry so much about what had been since now they had finally talked it out and were happy.
He still was curious about how Yeonjun had realized he had fallen for him, which was why during dinner a few days after they finally got together, he just asked.
Yeonjun nearly choked on his spaghetti, his cheeks burning red and fidget with his fork.
He still could remember the entire conversation.
"I think, the moment I saw you I already liked you--even though I didn't act like it. You seemed so lost and adorable and then you proposed the idea of being my fake-boyfriend and you were so awkward about it; it was endearing and then we moved in together and even though I knew you were straight I started to wonder what it would be like if we dated for real--and you always acted so sweet when you were around me, I really started to believe in this fantasy."
"But eventually I realized that you wouldn't return my feelings so I tried to meet other guys--the first time I was really taken aback by how you just dragged me away from that guy and I was hoping so bad that you actually liked me, but you never made a move or said anything about even the possibility of your liking me so I just—"
"—I don't know, tried to find someone that would take my mind off you, because I didn't want to make you uncomfortable with me being in love with you, but I also couldn't shut up about you making a really good boyfriend so I thought that I was being really obvious all the time."--he pushed the food on his plate from side to side.
"--and there were so many moments where I thought you were jealous--remember our second fight? How I asked you specifically if you hated me having sex with another man?"
"I thought that maybe if I pushed you that you would finally realize how you had been acting like a jealous boyfriend and that you maybe liked me more than just a friend, but that didn't happen either and then when you hurt your hand and Douche Dude—", Yeonjun had adapted that nickname to his pseudo-ex, "was acting like an asshole I just snapped, because I knew that no matter what I did I wouldn't just move on from you and well, then the thing in the club happened and I was still so sure you were straight, because you made out with that chick in the club and all that so when he basically told you that I was in love with you I freaked out and ran--if I would have known you felt the same I would have started to make out with you then and there."
