will you be my star? (Bokuaka, star tear au)

Chapter 12 (part 1)

They were going back to school, spring break has ended and the new semester had started. The boys began their walk to school. The morning was quite pleasant, the cherry blossoms were still out and were dancing with the wind. The rustling of leaves under them made a symphony. Both boys stopped for a moment, Akaashi knew what the blossoms falling meant. Graduation.
He looked over to Bokuto who already looked in slums. He knew what he wanted to do, however the university meant that they would be apart.

Akaashi's face softened before pondering his way to Bokuto and kissing him on the cheeks.

"Don't worry Bokuto-san, we still have 5 weeks. Plus nationals... right?" He tried getting Bokuto to look at him.

"It's barely been 4months since everything happened, I don't want to leave you again."

"How many times Bokuto-san.. worry about yourself not me. I'm 17." No matter how many times the storm coloured eyes scolded the golden ones, the golden ones never seemed to understand.

"Akaashi, do you love me?"

"W-what! Of course I do Bokuto-san."

Finally looking up, Bokuto pulled Akaashi's arm making their faces almost touch.

"Kaash, lets...run awa-"

"BOKUTO SAN STOP."

for the past few months, Bokuto has built up the tendency to keep Akaashi safe, any little thing would make him mad, for example, Akaashi was placing plates on the table and the side of the table scratched him, Bokuto didn't hesitate to break it. He even got mad at Akaashi for being careless which made him feel hopeless.

He always brought the idea or 'running away' but Akaashi didn't want it, for goodness sake they were only teenagers with a whole life ahead. It wasn't anxiety or anything, Bokuto didn't have the capacity to understand that he viewed Akaashi as a helpless body. It wasn't much till Akaashi had realised that, when he did it torn him. They started as a cute couple, their efforts in volleyball also impacted the team. However since two and a half months ago their relationship had began to slant, they were on and off— some days they were amazing and would go off with smiles and other days, which was majority of the time, their attacks were low powering and Bokuto wouldn't go into an emo mode, he would get angry and Akaashi would too, they would fight and the team couldn't do anything, coach even tried swapping setters yet Akaashi and Bokuto still wanted to play with eachother. At the end, akaashi would go home with Konoha and Bokuto would walk home with Komi even though they would meet eachother, Akaashi would stay in the cabin and Bokuto would go to his parents house since the cabin was in their extended garden.

The team had no power, they still worked hard no matter what.
Akaashi seemed to be normal, he seemed like he was never sick, Konoha couldn't say the same for the captain.

Loving, it's painful.When you love someone to much it can bring pain and hatred. No matter how much you may love eachother. Such little things, can break you apart.

Akaashi's hands were clenched; almost going white.

"Bokuto - San, what the hell?"

"IM JUST TRYING TO PROTECT YOU"

*slap*

" I do love you, I love you so fucking much. But Bokuto san I cant go on like this! Give me a fucking break. YOU'RE MAKING ME FEEL WORTHLESS."

"Akaashi I'm sor-"

"Shut up, its over."
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Guys, I'm sure you can tell this book is almost over lol. It is angst soOooOoO.... but I'm sorry for this short chapter lol