𝐌𝐘 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄

02

no way in hell

{ ryan's pov }
No. No. No. I cannot do anything with Ashton. He's my best friends for Christ sake. Not to mention the fact he make a sexual remark on my outfit earlier. I really wished this moment was a bad dream. Sadly that was not true.

Ashton looked around the circle hoping someone would say something. But everybody just stared and looked surprised. Especially Zaria, she was always protective of me. Making sure no guy ever hurt me- emotionally, physically. But that didn't always work. I mean she's not gonna be here with me forever. I could tell by the look in her eyes she did not want me to get up and get into the closet with Ashton.

"Well, you heard the bottle." I flinched at what Ashton just said. He really wants to do this. What the hell was wrong with him. I know for a fact I am not touching any part of him.

"You're joking right?" Zaria got defensive and pulled me up to walk out. But I said no. I didn't wanna leave, but I didn't wanna play.

"What are you doing?" She whispered.

"I'll play."

Me and Ashton walked to the closet. Once we both got into there he locked the door and turned on the lamp. It wasn't a very big closet. But it's a closet so what should I expect.

"Hey, you okay?" Ashton looked into my eyes. He looked concerned and actually wanted to see if I was okay. Maybe he wasn't so bad. I always think that and always regret it. So I should just stick with he isn't good.. but that feels wrong.

"Uhm. Yeah.. no." I wanted to cry, I didn't know why. I was in a room with my best friend I should feel safe and happy. If the reason I was in there wasn't to have sex.. why couldn't we just play twister or something ugh.

"Your uncomfortable aren't you?"

"Kinda. But not because of you.. your my best friend ash, I can't do anything with you on the spot."

He understood. And I could tell he was laughing inside. He didn't want that to happen. I wasn't just some girl to him. I meant something to him. Something special.

"Look rye, you mean a lot to me, we don't have to do anything you don't want to."

I smiled and became shy. I had never heard him say anything like that before. I was surprised ,and I felt safe. I have always felt a certain way about Ashton that I haven't felt about other guys. Maybe I liked him a little? I don't know. I do have time to think about it right now either.

"So.. what do you wanna talk about?" He rubbed his neck and looked at me softly.

I wanted to hug him. I wanted to kiss him. Even though I shouldn't feel that way, about him. which was confusing because i had just gone through saying i didn't want to do anything with him. but he made me feel a certain way after hearing his soft, kind words.

I walked up to him and grabbed his neck down to my height and kissed his soft lips. It was probably a mistake. But I'm glad I did it.

He pulled away at first.. "Woah, rye what are you doing?"

I laughed and kissed him again. It felt special. The only thing I would do is kiss him. Right?

We kissed that time.

"Times up, love birds." James shouted and laughed with his friends. We walked out of the closet looking exactly how we went inside. Zaria looked at me up and down to make sure nothing happened. But it wasn't up to her if something did. Even though i love her very much. But she can't have a say in this.