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"i love you"

{ ryan's pov }
when i wake up i can feel the dried tears on my face. i look over at Zaria and see micheal cuddled up with her. they looked so cute and peaceful. i quietly got up and got ready for the day. i look at my phone briefly, hoping to see a familiar name. but sadly i did not. i had so much drama happening with me last night i totally forgot monty was coming here today.

i get 2 missed phone calls and 4 texts from him. i grab my stuff and run out the door. rushing to the front of campus to help my clueless brother around this bitch.

he stands wearing a red plaid flannel, skinny jeans , converse and a rolling stones t- shirt. god this boy has it coming to him.

he see's me coming towards him and stats to wave. i give him a smile.

he tells be in dorm information and i help him go up to his room. who knew a 18 year old boy could have so many records with him.

"god did you only pack records?" i say panting. i could feel my mouth getting dry as i was out of energy. it was a long way up here, it was the 3rd floor in the campus. which seems fairly easy to get to but there is a lot of room between floors.. and the elevator is staff only. i was willing to take the elevator but he wouldn't budge.

"no?" he says it more as a question and laughs. i look around his empty room, the walls are light blue on one side and white on the other. as i see the other empty bed i start to think, colored walls, extra bed.. then an idea popped into my head.

"hey monty?" i say sweetly. he turns to me and raises an eyebrow.

"that other bed is free right." i point my head to the bed on the left of the room. he looks confused.

"yes why?"

"would you mind if someone stayed in it?"

"ryan, get to the point." i paused and take a deep breath.

"calum got a snake, it bit micheal, micheal was fed up and moved out. but now he is living with me and Zaria. and i can't have it." he stops and looks at me blankly. he looks intrigued also though.

"so what, you want micheal to stay with me." he almost laughs. i nod and smile.

"interesting." he then goes back to unpacking his things.

"that doesn't answer my question." i say crossing my arms. he ignored me and keeps unpacking.

"hey could you set up my desk? oh and put my periodic table tapestry up over the window." what a geek my brother is i thought. what's the point of even getting a dorm with a window if your just gonna cover it?

"yeah sure." i questioned it really, giving an uneasy smile that he didn't even see. as i take the tapestry out of the box i see a pile of photos. i carefully take them out and look. they were pictures of our family and my friends. my friends were pretty much his friends since he wasn't very popular.

as i looked at the pictures a certain one catches my eye. it was a picture of me and autumn and my parents. shes 2 years older than me, my dad was holding me and my mom was holding her hand.
i saw her smile and wanted to cry. i act like it never happened, because i can't face the fact she's gone.

 i act like it never happened, because i can't face the fact she's gone

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