"i love you too"
{ ryan's pov}
so did he just mean it as a friend? i can't even tell anymore. but i need to stop obsessing and thinking about this, well mainly stop thinking about him.
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it was Sunday, so i had nothing to do. i wanted to go out and do something but realizing i have no money to go do anything, i feel like just staying home. i probably should look for a job..I got my computer out and started looking for jobs. i didn't want any measly low paying job. but i also needed a job i didn't have to be at every day and that wasn't so time consuming. i looked up places near me that were hiring and there were not than like 100 choices. that didn't make anything easier.
there were 4 places that worked with the schedule i had. and had a decent pay rate.
there was
'Al's Bowling alley'
'blue collar diner'
'family thrift shop'
'sky field university'I take a closer look at the last option. To see that it is the college I am at right now, I click on the website and look at what they are offering. It says they need college staff to help with sports, teachers aid and photography. I wasn't very good at sports, but I also didn't wanna help teach. but photography sounded pretty cool.
I hit the sign up button and I log in with my student ID. It said they will send me an email letting me know if I get the job.
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I thought having a day off would be nice, but I'm just bored. I walk to Calum's dorm hoping something exciting was happening like usual.I knock and he opens the door. He was alone, clothes all over his floor.
"Are you doing laundry or something?" I ask.
"Nah, just cleaning up." He says closing the door.
I nod my head and take a seat.
"Hey can we talk?" He asks me.
"Sure, what's up?"
"I got rid of cliffocanda." He says rubbing his neck. He was talking about his snake, it seems he took my advice about choosing his pet or his best friend.
"About time." I say laughing. He gives me a death stare and I shut myself up.
"So you can tell micheal he can move back in." He says shrugging his shoulders. It wasn't that simple, Micheal was now 'living' with monty after I pretty much kicked him out of my dorm. And in all honesty micheal seems to be enjoying it very much.
"I don't think it's that simple-" i say stuttering.
He just ignores me and goes on his phone.
A moment goes by.
"I applied for a job here." I say trying to make conversation.
"For what?" He sets his phone down.
"Being the college's photographer." I say confidently. He simply laughs at me.
"Seriously?." He plays with his hands.
"Well yeah, it's fun and easy." I say confused.
"Oh Ryan. If only you knew," he gets up off his bed and reaches down to grab his bag. "I'm going to get a few drinks, wanna come?"
"As long as your paying." I say jokingly. We walk out and meet up with the rest of our friends. Then head to our cars.
"Hey rye." Ashton says softly. I wave at him.
"Wanna ride with me?" He asks. I thought his car was just trashed. And my vehicle is working perfectly fine.
"But ash you don't have a car?"
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