Buffy The Vampire Slayer Preferences

Spike- I love you actually.

I watched Spike lean up against the tree in front of Buffy's house back faced towards me, he was upset because we decided to raise Buffy from the dead without letting him know before. I knew nothing could change his anger, not even an apology. I moved closer to him "I'm sorry... I know you love her-" he turned around quickly looking at me in disappointment wiping his eyes "Y/N don't..." I felt my eyes begin to sting since I tried my best not to cry, even my throat began to hurt "I... I wanted to make you happy Spike, because... Because... I shouldn't tell you..." I said closing my eyes causing a tear to drip down my face. Spike looked at me in concern "You can tell me anything" I sighed "Fine I'm just gonna say it... Spike I love you a lot, even more than Buffy ever will and I understand you won't like me back because I'm not as good but-" my eyes darted to the grass "I still love you even if your mad at me" Spike pushed himself of the tree and walked towards me "Yeah I love Buffy but I don't have a chance with her, I see you and I feel something more... Y/N..." he asked noticing me zone out "Y-You love me back?" "If this doesn't prove it" he said as his hand touched the back of my neck and his lips crashing onto mine, the friction causing heat as I sunk into his comforting frame.

A couple seconds passed of our lips attacking each other's and I heard someone behind us "Woah check out the love birds!" Spike and I pulled away turning to the voice behind us. Xander stood tall with Anya behind him like a little puppy as know, Spike glared in his direction "Shut up" he muttered "What happened to your little obsession with Buffy?" he asked stepping closer. I felt tears rise in my eyes, blinking them away I folded my arms in a protective ways "Xander why do you have to be so rude to Spike?" I heard a scoff "You got her on your side now? His lips hypnotized you didn't they?" "Says the one with the girlfriend up his ass all the time" Spike scoffed. I felt the heat rush to my cheeks as an arm snaked around my waist. Xander glanced at Anya "she's not-" "I suggest you sod off" Spike said pulling me closer to him. I watched Xander look at me like I'd help him, but he stomped off Anya following behind trying to talk to him. I rolled my eyes turning to Spike "I don't have an obsession with Buffy" he said trying to cover it up. I hugged him feeling his arms around me causing me to sigh in happiness.