Memories (haikyuu : Iwaoi)

Part 3

Oikawa pov:

As I slowly made my way home I gave some thought about what I should do about my situation, am I straight?

I mean I just Think he's cute and nothing else

I mean yeah he's kind and has all the same interests as me but it's common to like those things!

I thought about this as I made my journey back to my house.

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I unlock the door and toss myself on the couch, my body hurts and I'm mentally exhausted from all that brainwork

I check my phone

10:56pm

Dammit it's that late?! Why didn't I realize! I have morning practice at 6am and I can't be late 🗿

I shoot daggers at my phone like glaring at it makes the time change

Iwa-Chan yelled at me to take a shower when I got home to clean out the injury's.

I turn on the shower and got ready to get in, taking off the bandages and wraps before I stepped into the warm water, and when I did, I completely zoned out. Thinking about anything and everything

I lean my head on the wall as the warm water slides down my back, I tremble at its touch, I remember how I felt earlier when those kids were harming me

I don't know what it looked like

But I definitely knew how it felt

It felt cold

Lonely

Painful

It felt like it was holding me there
Like it held me down, and when I was able to breathe again, the feeling didn't go away. It's like it's stuck with me, despite being out of the cold water and in a warm shower

I turn the water off and shiver as the cold air hit my skin, I look in the fogged mirror and grabbed a towel. Drying myself off before patching up these cuts.

When I finished I put on some sweatpants and walked to my room, plopping down on my bed and falling asleep.

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Hello? I look around but see nothing. I glance to the side as if something were to appear

I walk around for a bit until I see a dim light in the distance. I start walking faster and faster towards it but I don't seem to make any progress.

I turn around and water it's my feet, the water doesn't get pushed back like a normal wave. It locks itself on to my feet like chains, I try to break loose and get to the light but the next thing I knew I was pulled underwater unable to escape

I don't know much about that light, but I wanted something to be next to.
Something to be with

To see I'm a full man

Something to see me for who I am.

And I feel like that light can give me the feelings I desire so much

I just want to be loved

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Um new part yay

Question, should these parts be longer? I will keep the same schedule I just wanna know, or do you like the lace it moving rn?

Idk what to say if I wasn't clear PLEASE tell me I need it so I'm not confusing you guys more than you already are 🙈🙈

Anyway have a good night/day
-rat 🐀