Memories (haikyuu : Iwaoi)

Part 12

Iwaizumi couldn't find out now, not like this

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Tw: mentions of rape and gay slurs
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Oikawa wind up staying at iwaizumis house that night and this time they slept in the same room

Iwaizumi laying with his back toward oikawa and oikawa doing the same, but while iwaizumi was sleeping peacefully oikawa couldn't seem to fall asleep and just silently cried

Only thinking about what had happened earlier and how discussed and weirded iwaizumi must be at oikawa

For all oikawa know Iwaizumi could hate him and think he wanted it

Oikawa cried harder

But iwaizumi hasn't waken up to the sound yet

Oikawas body hurt, but his heart hurt more. Oikawa felt disgusted and thought how he would be able to go to school the next day.

Oikawa pulled out his phone to check the time

12:36pm

Only 7 more hours till he had to get up

But yet he couldn't sleep, iwaizumi had no school the next day as it was some grading day but oikawa most certainly had class

Oikawa thought about what had happened, the memories racing through his mind

"You like that don't you"
"Your only good for this"
"I bet your enjoying this you slut"
"Cock-whore"
"F a g g o t"

Oikawa started to shake at the thought of being completely helpless and weak. It wasn't him, he wasn't to blame

But yet he feels like if he had never worn those pants

If He never left his phone alone

If he didn't send that message

If he didn't go to school

Maybe none of this would have happened

Maybe he was to blame for this whole mess

Oikawa started to shake and cry

Maybe this was his fault

Maybe if he had tucked in his shirt like the uniforms require maybe-

"I know what your thinking and you need to get it through your head, it's not your fault and it's never going to be. Understand?"

The voice behind him was firm and serious, sounded almost like a threat 

Eyes burned holes through the back of his head

Iwaizumi had flipped to face him oikawa slowly doing the same

They layed there face to face, the window letting in the late night air

Oikawa noticed iwaizumis eyes glowed a beautiful midnight brown

His face being lit with the light moon rays sleeping through the window

Oikawa started to cry, covering his face as he was pulled into a warm embrace

"It's ok it's ok, we'll talk in the morning I don't have school and I'll call you in sick ok?"

"O-ok" Oikawa said through his sobs

Soon falling asleep in the warm and welcoming aura that surrounded him

He inhaled iwaizumis sent, like coffee and maple trees, iwaizumi had trapped oikawa in this hug keeping him close

Oikawa had dreamt of something different that night, he was in the same place but when he touched the light he found himself in the woods

Full of maple trees and the smell of coffee surrounding him

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Ok little bit of intel oikawa isn't over being raped let me make that clear,

But if a happy chapter because I didn't want him to suffer on my birthday, also happy birthday to me and Yaku aka my fav libero 😻

Anyway hoped you enjoyed this chapter see ya tomorrow
-rat 🐀