Coco's Point of View
"Hoy Coco sure ka bang ok lang na hindi natin inaya si Kalila?" I face Bannie and Cloe when they both said that.
"It's fine she said may lakad siya so hindi siya makapunta she texted me last night" medyo nahihilo kong sambit.
"Ok ok, so ikaw tama nay an dami mona nainom gaga ka!" Bannie pull mg glass. "Hey akin yan" I frowned and pull it back.
"Gaga ka Coco tama na dami na nyan oh!!!" Cloe said and pointed at all the bottle I drink.
I wanna get wasted at this night!!!
"Konti palang yan inom pa tayo dali cheerssss" I cheered and dance.
"Nako tama nayan tara na uwi na tayo" hindi kona nainom ang drinks ko ng hilain na nila ako palabas.
"I can handle guys I'm ok I'm fine" I said while I stand in front of them.
"Sure ka kaya muna umuwi sa bahay niyo nyan hatid kana namin sa loob" they said but I insisted, I can still manage to walk inside our subdivision malapit nalang naman ang bahay namin dito sa gate.
"I can handle don't worry you go na bye mwuahh labyu guys sobra!!" I shouted.
They nodded and drive away. Pumasok na ako sa gate ng subdivision namin at naglakad pauwi ng mabahay, kahit naman lasing ako kaya ko pa namang maglakad.
"Opss" I haze when I was abpout to fall on the street. "hehehe I can handle this" hindi ko na ata magawang maglakad ng diretso gumagewang gewang na ako at nanlalabo na ang aking paningin.
Pero malapit na ako, "there you ah hehe" I whisper and pointed at our house, konti nalang...
"Coline" I stop when someone called my name.
"Ohhh it's you hi there" si Carter pala.
Shit I feel dizzy!
"Are you drunk"
"No I'm not I'm Coline!"
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Carter
"No I'm not I'm Coline" she said and her eyes are closing already. She's fucking drunk and wated by her looks.
"Why did you drink? And why are you walking alone here?" nilapitan ko siya at inalalayan tumayo kasi mukhang tutumba na siya any moment now.
"I can handle myself naman ihhh and you diba you kiss me!!!" I stiff on what she said, I suddenly feel embarrass in front of her.
I just kissed her lastnight!
And I didn't mean it.
"sorry I didn't mean to ki-----"
"YEAH RIGHT YOU WON'T TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR WHAT YOU DID BECAUSE YOU DON'T FUCKING CARE!!" nagulat ako sa bigla niyang pagsigaw at pagduro sakin.
"Coline" I said.
"YOU ALWAYS DON'T CARE!!! YOU JUST CARE ON WHAT YOU JUST SEE AND NOT WHAT YOU FEEL AROUND YOU BASTARD" why is she so mad.
"Coline calm down lasing kana I'll take you home" I held her arms but she push me.
"DON'T TOUCH ME!! I HATE YOU!"
"why?" naguguluhan ako ano bang kinakagalit niya? What does she mean.
"I HATE YOU BECAUSE I LOVE YOU!!!" my eyes widened.
"What did you s-say?"
"YES!!! I LOVE YOU THAT'S WHY I HATE YOU I ROUTE YOU TO HELL, HOW CAN YOU JUST KISS ME LIKE THAT WHEN YOU HAVE KALILA!!!"
"Coline I didn't mean it"
"YEAH YOU ALWAYS DON'T MEAN IT, YOU ALWAYS DON'T MEAN TO HURT ME!!! GIVING ME FALSE HOPES AND MAKING ME FALL HARDER AND AT THE END YOU END UP WITH SOMEBODY ELSE..."
"Coline ano bang sinasabi mo?"
"I SAID I FUCKING LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU SINCE WE WERE CHILD, I ALWAYS HAVE LOVED YOU CARTER PERO HINDI MO AKO TINITIGNAN YOU ALWAYS LOOK SOMEWHERE AT I'M NOT AROUND... MAHAL KITA DATI PA!!!"
I don't know what to say...
"YOU ALWAYS TOOK ME OUT OF YOUR FRAME, AND YOU LOOK UP TO MY FRIEND KALILA, SIYA ANG GUSTO MO SAMANTALANG AKO MATAGAL NANG NAGPAPAKANGA SAYO!!! I HATE YOU BECAUSE YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING, HATE YOU KASI ANG MANHID MANHID MO... BAKIT SI KALILA NAKITA MO KAAGAD JUST FOR A SHORT SPAN OF TIME WHILE ME, I SPEND MY WHOLE LIFE ON BEING BY YOUR SIDE BUT YOU NEVER LOOK AT ME!!! WHY??!" tears started to run into her cheeks and she's pushing me, I let her do what she want cou'z everything can't properly sink on my mind.
She love me?
My bestfriend loves me?
"Coline" my tongue is fucking twisted and I can't provide any words.
"I love you Carter I fucking love you" she cried harder this time and kneel on the floor.
"I don't know what to say" I whisper, she gaze at me and smile sarcastically.
"Afcourse you don't since when did you know what to say when it's about me? Carter? Kailan ka ba naging sigurado pagdating sakin? Yes, you're so sure that I'm always at your back that's why you don't bother to look back kasi alam mong hindi ako aalis sa tabi pero hindi mo alam na iniiwan mona ako. Your too busy on what you see in front, so you don't fucking know that I love you!!!"
"ano bang meron si Kalila na wala ako? Why do you choose her and not me?!"
"Coline I don't know I though your fine with everything I do"
She smirk "Yeah doon kasi ako magaling magpanggap na masaya ako para sayo but deep inside of me is dying, seeing the man I love, happy with my own best friend and you know where I fuck up? Sa point na ako pa pala ang dahilan kung bakit kayo nagkakilala!! I just wish that I didn't let you to meet kasi baka sakali na ako ang mgakita mo that time but I fuck up."
I feel pain in my chest seeing her crying this hard in front of me, this is the first time I see her hurting and it's all because of me...
Fuck!
"then I realize that you would never see me as your girl that's the reality that I'm running away. I'm just your childhood best friend and that stays there but fuck you kiss me last night and now I'm fucking hoping kahit alam kong hindi tama dahil you got Kalila. I love Kalila so much but I Love you more Carter. Tell me how am I supposed to cope up with this?" she's in too much pain and It's fucking visible in those angelic eyes.
It hurts as fuck!
"Coline" I called her name and reach for her hands but she avoid it.
"I HATE YOU.... PLEASE JUST LET ME BE, I'LL FUCKING FORGET ALL OF THIS AND I WILL LET YOU BE HAPPY WITH KALILA BUT I WON'T PROMISE TO BE AT YOUR SIDE THIS TIME I'M SORRY... I JUST CAN'T" she turn her back on me but I pull her back and reach for those lips.
I kissed her!!!
I move my lips and cherish these soft lips of hers; I feel her tear on my hands as I held her face.
*gasp*
I stop when I heard a gasp......
"Kalila" I whisper as she covers her mouth while staring at us!
No! I don't' wanna lose both of them at this moment please no!
BINABASA MO ANG
CRYSTAL IN THE SEA (Cntrl S Series #3)(Unedited)
Ficção AdolescenteLove is a very playful act that you won't ever expected to come. Apollo Tove Salazar was the loveliest singer that you could ever hear, his the perfect man that you would dream to be with. but will he able to find his own dream?
