Chapter 1 (Rewritten)

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A/N just a warning there will be implied at some point self harm, anxiety, depression etc. Also, another thing to note is that here will be having regression in it. Where a person regressed to a younger age. Just thought I put this in here that you guys know this.
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By now almost a month went by or that was what he guessed. His inner clock still was not up to date and it wasn't too surprising with him being out in space. This month had been harsh and he was sure that he was thinner yet his muscles were still there.

With his training, it was not surprising. Richard was thin and the reason was that he just couldn't eat well. His stomach was not liking the stress that was caused and he knew that signs that what he had was coming with having anxiety, depression, fear of meeting new people, distressed even worse than probably his Dad had.

Sometimes heck he even was sounding and acting younger. This was something that had to do with everything that was going on. Lucky for him Lotor seemed not to mind it and in times where he was younger, he treated him more like a child. As some people tend to regress in situations like this.

At least he wasn't in times like this forced to train. The male was actually kinder to him. Either way, he was getting more used to this all. It was something that he could not change and he wanted nothing more than to leave this place, but he knew it was not possible.

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Lotor really was a big jerk and he could feel his mood darkening as he saw how he manipulated others. The male was cunning and making others trust him, but he never would. Not even when he was in his child's mindset could he trust him too much.

Because he knows that the male could harm him and he really wasn't wanting this. At least so far he had not been forced to do something like killing or harming others. It was one thing that he was relieved about. But he wasn't blinded, knowing that at one point he would have to do what Lotor wants him to do.

As for this person, he was just another paw. After all, there had been a reason for this harsh training. One thing was clear that he would have to do what Lotor wants even when he hated it. Making his fear that he would be forced to do these horrendous things that his father would never approve of.

A conflict was what he felt and he feared that his family and friends would never accept him. That they would reject and the worst of all he feared that Wally would leave him. This was making him even more depressed and he was sure that there would be no way that he would able to continue on.

He missed his home and the people that he knew, heck even Joker -in a messed up the way he missed. Dick would not even care to see Joker right now that was how much he wanted to see a familiar face. Maybe he was lucky and meeting at least Shiro.

The male was someone he felt by now closer. He would be the Dad in a group and maybe this was why he always had been at ease towards the other. All he hoped that he would at some point meet Shiro again. When he has done he would probably never let go of the male.

His thought process stopped as he heard a female mention that they were followed by lions. It was confusing to him as he had no clue who they were or why they followed but also hope bloomed into him. Maybe just maybe these guys were the good ones.

From what he could tell of Lotor's expression he knew that they must be enemies and this made him their allies. Maybe he could even find a way to get into contact with them. That was something that he could do as Lotor now trusted him enough.

Now that he thought of it, he heard him mutter about Voltron, and from what he knew they were the once defeating Zarkon. This alone had made him feel hope that he could somehow find a way to get with them. Yet he knew that he would have to wait for the right moment.

These people were rescuing and helping others and that was what made him know that they must be the good guys. Maybe this was why he decided that he would semi trust them, even when they were strangers to him.

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