𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐃 𝐎𝐍 𝐓𝐎 𝐌𝐄. 𝙟𝙤𝙡𝙞𝙫𝙞𝙖

chapter nine

olivia rodrigo

we were filming today, and it was the day the theater kids got the announcement for the spring musical to prepare.

it was the day before christmas break.

"miss jenn said to meet her in the choir room."frankie said, eying us as our lips were about locked, and josh rolled his eyes, and got up, grabbing my hand.

"i wonder what the musicals about, babe." i said, and josh smiled, "me too." he said as we rounded a corner, walking into the theatre room.

"your next musical will be, BEAUTY AND THE BEAST!" kate said doing jazz hands, and i smiled at josh, "perfect!" the class said in sync, and i fiddled with my ring.

i had to show ninis nervousness, and josh grabbed my hand again, and rubbed his thumb against the back of my palm.

we all walked to the next place of set, and josh held my hand as per usual, and i looked at him, "we should like kiss." i said, stopping and josh took me to a janitors closet.

"i think this is perfect." he said, and we locked lips for a minute before running to set, and tim eyed us.

"fix yourselves, unless you want everyone to think nini and ricky just woke up." he said, teasingly, and joshs face flashed red.

we fixed ourselves and got prepared for our scene, we were outside of rickys house and we were holding hands.

josh took off his hoodie, and gave it to me, it was his real life hoodie, i wanted this one for awhile, and i smiled.

"i'm kinda mad you can't stay the night." josh said, and i laughed, "you're moms home, and i know how it is, i'm sorry, but you're gonna see me in like 7 hours, ricky." i said.

"i know, but i hate being away from you." josh said, and i laughed, "i know, babe, i know, but i love youuuuu." i said, getting close to his face.

"i love you too, i guess." josh said, kissing me, and i smiled. "bye, babe." i said, my on screen moms were waiting.

"bye, baby." josh said, stoking my cheek as he kissed me again, and i walked away, waving.

"CUT!" the director screamed, and josh smiled at me, but i felt a wetness that was uncomfortable, and i rushed to my trailer.

i grabbed a tampon, and new clothes along with other things as i rushed to an on set bathroom, fuck no.

why now?

i threw my old clothes off and cleaned myself up before putting my tampon in and changing into the new ones.

i heard a knock on the door, "liv?" i heard josh say, "not now, josh, please." i said, slipping my old clothes into a plastic bag.

"liv, you've been gone for awhile, what's wrong?" josh said, and i felt tears in my eyes as i washed my hands, profusely.

"nothing, please leave, it's embarrassing." i said, drying my hands off, and i heard josh sigh, "okay, but i'll be at our apartment, tim said we're done filming." josh said.

"bye baby." he said, "bye babe." i said back, preparing to open the door. josh was gone, and i ran to my trailer before rushing to the apartment.

josh went to talk to me but i ran for the laundry room and threw my clothes in, and turning on the washer with other things that were mine in there.

i turned around and saw josh, oh fuck i hope he doesn't know.

"liv, cmon, what is it?" he said, and i sighed, "it's embarrassing! and plus, you wouldn't get it." i said, looking at the floor.

"liv, i have sisters, plus, if you're on your period, i'll pamper you." josh said, and i blushed.

"liv.." he said, bringing me up to face him, "let me take care of you babe." he said, and i nodded, i was gonna cry if i said anything.

he hugged me and i hugged him back, and he took my hand as we walked into the apartment, quickly noticing matt and sofia sitting on our couch.

"uhm, what is it guys?" i said, and they turned to me, "liv, i don't want to tell you this, but uhm. they found your cousin daphne uhm dead this morning." matt said.

sofia grabbed his hand.

"w-what?" i said, and josh grip on my hand tightened, "uhm, i'll be back." i said, quickly running off.