+Courage

⁀➷ chapter 6

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1.57am thoughts
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Bismillah, assalamualaikum!
I know nobody read this book anymore, but, how are you? I hope you are doing well.

let's talk a little shall we?

do you ever thought about someone when you are in your bed, 1am, alone and dark? Because I do, always.

He will always be my first thought, i mean, that's what I think lah. Tapi bila difikirkan balik, did he think about me too? Or it's about someone else?

am i in his future that he's trying to plan? Will I be okay if he replace me with someone better? Will it hurts me?

and then, i stop.
I stop thinking.
you wanna know why?
because I know my worth.

If he loves me, i wouldn't have to worry this much. If he loves me, this thought wouldn't come in a first place. If he loves me, then so be it.

Maybe you should stop thinking for a while too hun. You are too precious to be this sad. Did you know that? No? Welp, now you do.

remember, love is not a battlefield. You shouldn't fight for love, because if it's love, you will be the only winner.

Put yourself first.

with love,
xfae