+Courage

⁀➷ Chapter 10

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Defeated
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I should've known, should've known im replace-able. Should have known i get replaced this fast. Every single time. I don't even have time to process anything yet again this happened.

am i really that easy to forget? Am i really that unloved-able? No matter how hard i tried, no matter how hard i struggle to breathe, to put a smile on someone, to make their day better, i always get replaced at the end.

i can always be replaced aren't i?

It's sad that the one who always seems to make me sad aren't my enemy. It's the one I trust, cherish, love.

May this is my fault too, i don't want you to get hurt so i tried to let you go although it bruised me. As long as it's not you then it's okay.

It's really okay.
I can handle this.
Of course things like this take a long time,
But it will end too.
Just like this friendship I failed to protect.

funny how people used to say they'll stay forever when they left after a quarter of life challenging story.

I hope, i hope you know that no one can replace you, i hope you know that there will always be someone who tryna imitate you but they failed. Because in this world, there will only be ONE of you, the habit, the emotions, the attitude, the way you talk, the way you laugh, your love language.

I hope you'll be happy and prove me that it was worth letting you go. But I also hope you feel a little bit sorry for this fast replacement you put me into.

guess it's another stranger with memories and secrets then aren't you? Sad.

Another close door, another scars, another feelings, another moment, another replacement.

thankyou, be happy.
Known i can never makes you happy.
Why would I?
Im a monster, monster don't deserve to be happy aren't they?

x,
F.