Don't Get too Close: A Billie and Brandon Story

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Billie paced back in forward in the closet trying to put together what happened with her eyes full of tears. She couldn't handle what she did to herself and what she did to Brandon. Despite being mad at Brandon, the last thing she wanted to do was hurt him. Even if he "cheated" first. She felt violated when Josh did that to her but it also felt good.

Josh without a doubt took advantage of Billie, who is much smaller than him and was emotional. Billie only felt guilt but she also knew it wasn't really her fault. Or was it?

She stumbled out of the storage closet and slightly limped to the cafeteria to meet her friends and Brandon.

She looked very distraught and her cheeks were red and flustered and even her eyes were puffy.

She sat in her chair next to Brandon and slouched down. All her friends just stared at her in confusion. She pouted and started taking food off of Brandon's plate and eating it.

"Where was you at?" Brandon asked.

"Umm...the bathroom. I was throwing up because I'm not feeling too good." Billie lied and said. Her voice came out horse since it was sore after Josh's tight grip on it.

"You ain't pregnant though, right?" he asked concerned.

"What? No, of course not. It was just something I had for breakfast."

"Are you feeling better? Because you look pretty sick right now."

"I'm fine, Brandon." She said as she watched Paris walking past the table, which immediately reminded her of what Brandon did.

She felt herself tearing up and started to get out of her chair to leave, but Brandon gently grabbed her wrist before she could walk away.

"What's wrong?" he mouthed with genuine concern in his eyes. He could tell that she was bothered or hurt about something just from the look in her eyes.

Billie just glared at him and yanked her arm out of his grip and stormed off. Lunch was about to be over so she just went to her next class in hopes to forget about everything.

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Billie still wasn't allowed to use her car so she had to ride the bus. She was on her way to the bus lanes when she felt some pull her back by her backpack.

She quickly turned around and saw it was Brandon who was looking down at her. He gripped her arm and walked her to the parking lot to where his car was.

He opened the passenger door open for her and pointed at the seat. "Get in, now." he said strictly.

Billie rolled her eyes and hopped in before Brandon slammed the door shut. She rested her head on the window as Brandon walked around to get on the drivers side.

"You're taking me home?" she asked as he pulled off.

"What happened? You were fine before but now you're acting all different." Brandon said ignoring her question.

"I said I'm fine, damn." she said getting annoyed.

"Billie, I know when somethings on your mi- whoa. What the fuck, man!?" Brandon said looking in her direction.

Billie then turned and looked at Brandon with a confused look. "What?"

Brandon continued looking back and forward from her and the road with a puzzled look on his face.

"Bro- is that a bruise on yuh neck?" he asked with an angry tone.

"Um, maybe?" Billie said while pulling out her phone. She opened the camera and saw a pretty fresh hickey on her neck. Which was definitely from Josh. "I didn't notice that until now..." Billie said trying to play it cool despite dying inside.

"Who did that to yuh neck?" he asked.

"Umm...you. Who else?" she lied.

"BILLIE, WHO THE FUCK DID THAT TO YOUR NECK?!" Brandon shouted making Billie flinch.

"Brandon-"

"Don't lie to me bro. I didn't give you that damn hickey." he said as they pulled up to his house.

He quickly got out and roughly pulled Billie out of the car. He marched with a tight grip on Billie's arm to his bedroom and pushed her on his bed.

"Who did you fuck today?" Brandon said terrifyingly calm while burning a hole into her face.

"Brandon no one touched me." she insisted.

"I saw you limping and I know what that face looks like after you finish." he said as he tightly gripped her chin for her to look up at him. "Tell me what happened."

Billie felt an abundance of tears falling down her face. She didn't want to lie but she didn't want to tell the truth more. "Brandon...I didn't do anything." she cried.

Brandon sighed and let go of her face. "Go home."

"Wha- no. I'm not walking home by myself."

"I don't give a fuck what you do. Just get out of my face. I can't look at you right now."

Billie quickly switched from sad and desperate to angry. She stood up from the bed and shoved him away by his chest.

"You have some fucking nerve, Brandon. I know you made out with Paris. You probably fucked her too." she shouted.

"Wha-"

"Yeah, did you know she was recording too? And Josh showed me a video of you with your tongue shoved down another girls throat. And what was I doing? I was worrying about whether you would cheat on me or not."

"Billie...I'm sorry I was just pissed off. The kiss meant nothing, okay. I felt regret immediately after it happened because I love you and only you. I was acting off emotion." Brandon admitted.

"Wow, you actually made out with her...? You were acting off of emotions, right?...Well if that's the case I think you should know that Josh force fucked me in a closet. And I liked it. I guess it was just my emotions." Billie said as she walked out of the room to walk herself home.

what's going onnnnn chile-

okay i have a question for yall if someone forces a girl to have sex with him and the girl doesn't want to but actually ends up getting in to it and actually liking it, would that still be considered rape since it was technically non-consensual? i feel like it would still be rape but i wanna hear yall thoughts :)