Don't Get too Close: A Billie and Brandon Story

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Billie woke up feeling dizzy and nauseous from the morning sickness. She rushed out of bed and bolted to the bathroom. She let quite a lot out before stopping.

"This can't be my life right now." she said to herself as she flushed the toilet.

Well, it wasn't going to be her life for long since she had an appointment scheduled for today to get the abortion at the clinic.

She still hadn't told Maggie about what's been going on with anything in her life. Maggie probably could've helped a lot with what she's been going through with Brandon, Josh, and being pregnant. But she refused to add any stress onto the family when it came to her personal life. She was sure adopting an entire child was stressful enough so she couldn't add more assault to injury.

She knew it would be hard to go through an abortion without the support of her family, but she had Brandon. Brandon was willing to do anything to make sure Billie was good and healthy no matter what decision she chose for the unborn baby's faith.

Billie didn't know what she was expecting an abortion to be like. She didn't even know what it felt like to be pregnant, of course. She didn't completely like the idea of abortion but she knew it was for the best. If she had a child, not only would it mess up her younger body, she wouldn't be able to take care of it without the support of her family. She also absolutely hated the idea of giving it up for adoption. She didn't care how nice the family seemed to be, she didn't trust anyone. So, adoption is sadly the best bet.

She was mostly disappointed in herself for being reckless enough to get pregnant but she was also scared of what she was about to do at that clinic.

She put on some clothes and ate breakfast to prepare for her appointment (are yu supposed to eat before these things? idk).

After sometime, Brandon pulled up in her driveway. Billie left without tellung anyone anything and hopped in thw front seat.

Brandon greeted her with a peck on the lips. "Hey." he said with a genuine smile.

"Hi, Brandon." she said a little shakily as he pulled off.

"You nervous?" he asked.

"Yes, very."

"You know we can cancel the appointment. You can keep the baby if you want to."

"No! I need this." she said as she breathed out.

"Are you sure?"

"Yes, Brandon, damn. You wanna keep the damn baby.?"

"I mean...we would make pretty babies. But it's your decision, so..."

"Aww, Brandon, I'm sorry I didn't think about you want." Billie apologises.

"No, Billie, it's your decision. It's your body. If you want an abortion we'll get an abortion. Remember, I support anything you do."

"I love you." she smiled. "And I've been meaning to say... I'm sorry for everything. Like what happened with Josh and blowing it up in your face. It was wrong of me."

"You straight, I get it. My fault too. Should've never took yo fine ass for granted." he smirked.

As they were pulling up to the Planned Parenthood, Billie's heart started beating faster and faster. She reluctantly got out of the car and walked with Brandon to the building. When she walked in she noticed there were a lot of other girls her age with similar problems as her. All stupid teenagers that just couldn't wait to grow up so they end up fucking up their lives. She deeply inhaled and exhaled and went to sign in.

She sat down next Brandon in the waiting room and waited for what seemed like forever to be called.

"Brandon, I don't know if I can do this."

"You're strong. You'll be fine."

Just as he said that, the nurse came out and called her name.

She reluctantly got up and the walked together to the room.

"Hi, Billie. So you're here for an abortion?" the nurse said.

"Yes ma'am." she said quietly.

"Alrighty, so before we get the doctor to start the procedure, I wanna be the one to tell you that this isnt an easy process. How old are you sweetheart?"

"I'm 16."

"And this is the babies father?" the nurse said referring to Brandon.

"Yes, my boyfriend."

"Okay, great! Make sure you take extra good care of her during this time. It is going to hurt a lot. You're going to feel sick for awhile and you're going to start a very long and painful menstrual afterwards. We're looking at maybe 2 weeks. Other than that, everything should one very smoothly. Any questions before I get the doctor?"

"I can't do this..."

"I know it's gonna be hard sweetie. But I promise, no one here is judging you. This is a safe space. You're doing nothing wrong. As long as you're doing what's best for you and the people around you, you're on the right track."

Billie felt herself getting ready to vomit. But she didn't think she could do it. She was chickening out. She knew the guilt would eat her alive and she didn't know if she could take it.

"Are you ready, Billie?" Brandon said looking her with a deep place of concern. Billie looked at him for a moment and got up and rushed out of the room.

you guys i hate pregnancy plots sm 😭 but i wanted to try something different...but some of yall want her to keep the baby and some of yall want her to abort it and im just like........ ✨compromise✨ so we'll see what's gon happen

i will probably update tonight or tm but yeah ❤️ i also didn't edit it sooo