I was standing at the rooftop of the hospital, looking down to all the people on the ground floor, some are emotionally crying, some are hysterically laughing. Some were even playing as if the patient is not going through anything.
While I'm here, at the top of the hospital. Standing alone, holding the dextrose blankly. Feeling nothing but heart aches. I kinda feel numb about everything. In fact I'm already attempting to get this hella dextrose out of me And just jump off this building to finally leave this nonsense world.
What's the point of living? I've been asking myself the same question for the past 2 years of my stay in this stupid hospital.
I'm stuck in this hospital for 2 years already! yet they never found a cure to my disease, my life is literally pointless! Nothing new, just waking up every morning staring at the white wall for hours. And drinking the same medicines that's literally not helping my body!
That freaking medicine makes me more sick!
Should I end my life here?
I guess so...
I was about to climb the railings when I heard someone talking on the same place I am right now "Kung may plano kang magpakamatay wag mo nang ituloy."
Huh?
Dahan-dahan naman akong napatingin sa gawi nito. "Excuse me?" I raised my brows at him.
"Daan ka na, napakaluwag ng daan mag e-excuse ka pa" He said chuckling.
"Stop talking to me, we're not close! And also I wasn't trying to kill myself, I just want to see the people down there" I said pointing at the people on the ground.
"Can you stop englishing me? Me cannot understand Dollars like you" he said laughing.
Okay, he's getting through my nerves!
"YOU-!" he didn't let me continue talking, instead he cut me off by showing me his index finger "Shh, daldal mo halika nga kakanta nalang ako." And there I saw a guitar infront of me already. So he was bringing that all the way from his hospital room?
He stared strumming, I was just standing in front of him while listening to the song his singing right now.
Impressive.
When the song finally stopped, he looked at me smiling "Hmmm, should I call myself a fallen angel then? Natalia." Bigay diin nya pa sa pag tawag sa pangalan ko.
What he said made me shocked.
He knows my name!? how? And why should he call his self a fallen angel?
Weirdo.
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I'm saying sorry in advance if ever may mabasa kayong grammatical errors hahaha, hindi naman kasi ako professional writer. Pero sana basahin nyo parin thanks!❤️
BINABASA MO ANG
Fallen Angel (Bruise Series #2)
RomanceDeath was Once my Escape, Not until I met a fallen angel-Natalia P.