Suicidal Thinking~ Niall Horan Fanfic

~Chapter 1~

I brush my long, wavy red hair. I then slip on leggings I got from target, a puppy t-shirt from good-will, and a jacket from Old Navy. Once I finish, I slip on my crocs and run out the door with my 5-year old backpack to catch the shuttle. I live an hour from my school, so I need to take the shuttle to a town just 3 blocks away from the school every morning since my parents can't afford a car- Or should I say my mom can't afford A car. My dad died, last month. I couldn't bare my life after it. I know because i'm poor, you'd think I'm always sad, but I wasn't- Until my dad left me. He left without saying goodbye. it tore me. I'm 15, the worst year of my life. I caught my boyfriend fucking with some slut in the janitor's closet a few days ago. I was already torn from my dad leaving me, I didn't need an un-faithful boyfriend either. In that second, I dumped his ass. And today at lunch, my so called 'best friend' told the school a secret I thought I could trust her with. Samantha told everyone in the school that I lost my virginity when I was 11. It's like in these past 2 months, everyone was against me. The world was against me.  I just wanted to die. 

~Time skip To After School~

When I got off the shuttle, I ran home to see my mother passed out on the couch-Thank you god! Ever since dad died, my mom has become a drug & alcohol addict. In our basement she has boxes of marijuana. She Also started abusing me.- My thoughts got cut off by some thuds coming from the basement. Who could it be? My mom can't be searching for some pot, she's right next to me, out cold. Don't tell me she got another boy friend to have fun with, that would KILL me. I guess i'll go see who it is..

As i'm walking down the stairs I notice a man, wearing all black with a white ski mask. Oh great. I ran upstairs as fast as my legs could take me. I took my mom into my room with me and locked the door. I then poured water over my mom's face hoping she'd wake up.- She did. "WHAT THE FUCK RAYLEEN!? OBVIOUSLY I WAS SLEEPING AND YOU JUST WASTED YOUR WATER FOR THE WEEK!" She scream-spitted into my face. 

"I-i'm sorry mo"- but before I could finish her hard hand came across my face and I winced in pain. 

"mom, please! Just listen! There's someone in the basement with a ski-mask!" I scream, trying to get her attention. 

She was about to hit me again, but instead hands me a bat and pushes me out of the room. Where did she even get this bat? "I'm coming down in 5 minutes. If he's not gone then I won't help you when he kills you. Got it?" She said, frustratingly. I pull her out of my room and run in myself, dropping the bat at her feet and locking my door so i'm safely in my room. I take my backpack and pack every single thing I own-It wasn't that hard since I only own one pair of jeans, sweatpants, and the legging's i'm currently wearing as pants. For shirts I have a blue sweater and the puppy dog i'm wearing. I don't own socks. I own one pair of underwear, and one bra. I have a hair brush. But the only reason why I have it is because I stole it from Path mark. I don't own make-up. I have my crocs and a pair of old muddy sneakers. With-in 3 minutes of my mom screaming and banging on my door, I finish packing. This is it. I climb out my window, but end out tripping out of it and falling. OUCH! That really hurt. My arm is useless now, but I need to get away from here as fast As I can.- And Thanks to my mom for hiding Marijuana in my blankets, I know have drugs on me- GREAT. I just better not get arrested, or I swear I will flucking die. 

IMPORTANT: Aouthors note: Hey guys! So sorry i haven't been updating my Harry Styles Fanfic, I just ain't feeling it. :/ BUT I am feeling this story And i'm hoping your gonna like it very muh. :) This IS a Niall Horan Fanfic So I hope you Nialler supports love it. :)

~Carly ♥♥♥♥