Wednesday, 4 days ago.

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Dear Dianna Diary,

     I'm so done... I tried talking to Shinso about how I feel and everything, I probably should've known that was a stupid idea with how stressed he's been lately... I just- I didn't think he'd react as negatively as he did, ya know? He started screaming at me, asking how the hell I could be angry... That I should just be thankful that I'm in the hero course, that I'm an idiot that stands no chance but is somehow still here. I know he doesn't mean it, I know I shouldn't still be thinking about it as hard as I am... It just hurts so much. He's right, I'm not meant to be here. I can't do anything right, I'm not good enough. Heck, most of my class thinks I'm the traitor right now... I guess maybe I'd be a better villain...? I just want to do something right for once, not be mocked or corrected while everyone else moves along with their lives and I play catch up. It feels like no matter how hard I run or how much my lungs ache they'll always be able to stay ahead of me by walking normally, going at a regular pace. Sorry, I've been such a weirdo recently... Goodnight, I guess.

Bye, Denki

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