Saturday, 1 day ago.

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Dear Dianna Diary,

       Today I asked a bunch of people to hang out with me... I was turned down by everyone. It hurts, but I know that they don't know what I'm planning to do... I wonder if they'll regret not being around me- or maybe some of the things they've said? I know I shouldn't think like that, I want them to be happy. But it hurts so much, and I can't stop crying. I don't know why I'm supposed to do with myself, there isn't a reason to do homework if I'll be gone soon... How did it become like this so fast? How did I become so tired, when did I start sinking? I'm scared of myself, I'm terrified. But I want to do it, I want to finish everything and rest... I think I'll just sleep some more, I can't do anything without having weird thoughts anyway...

Bye, Denki

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