Dear Dianna Diary,
Today it's hard to move, I'm tired. I got through my classes without much issue, but I didn't bother pretending to be happy and got several weird looks. Im laying in bed now, skipping movie night. It's always been my favorite part of the week, but sleeping sounded better... I just told everyone I was sick, no ones tried checking on me... I guess thinking like that is kinda selfish though... Sero texted me an hour or two ago that him and Mina had kissed, I've cried so much and my chest aches. I have a headache and my eyes burn but I can't sleep. Why do I have to feel this way? What did I do to deserve this? I just... I can't. I know I said I wouldn't do it... But I want to see if the blade will help...
I was being stupid again, it felt amazing for a minute- all I could feel was the knife, and I forgot about everything else. But now I just feel guilty, and I have no reason to be sad- why am I even doing this?! I'm so stupid! I just want someone to talk to me again, just to talk to me- why is that so much to ask...? I'll stop now, I have everything wrapped up and I want to get to sleep before everything starts aching more then it already does...
Night, Denki
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Denki's Diary
FanfikceRead Denki Kaminari's last few pages of writing before he expires, gives up on life and passes on to the next one. This fanfic is written in the format of several letters ( as it is a diary ) that Kaminari has written to vent when he has no one...
