Guide Me • Kylo Ren

Here comes the storm

I sulked in my chambers for awhile. I had Hux send a med droid to me, the cut was deeper than I thought. The droid worked fast and put a small bandage on it, then left.

I crawled into my bed, tossing and turning all night. I got up and walked for hours in a circle around my chambers. I had changed to walking from wall to wall when I heard a knock on my door. I didn't want to open it. I thought it was Ren, and I had no desire to speak to him.

"Storm, open the door!" A female voice demanded.

It was Phasma.

I walked to the door, opening it only slightly. I covered my bandage behind the door.

"What happened on Jakku?" She asked

I don't want to talk about it. I looked to my feet. I was so embarrassed that I let them get away.

"Well, I can tell you need a friend right now. So, I'm all ears when you need me." She said retreating from my door.

I was so ridiculously lost in my head, I could use someone, a friend, to talk to. She hadn't walked far when I slapped my hand on my door. She moved her head to see me gesture inside my room. I wrap my blanket closer to my body, and turned on the lights.

She took her helmet off and looked up to see my face. She walked over to me quickly, "What happened?"

I grabbed my tablet and pen, I was too tired to mind message.

Snoke. I wrote.

"My dear girl."

I wiped a tear running down my face. I told her the details of what the red Trooper did. I told her of the pain I still felt from the wound, as if the pain was worse now. Phasma touched my cheek, and pulled her hand back, like it burnt her.

"I'm taking you to the medical bay. This should not be happening. It is all pink and looks infected." She put her helmet back on and walked me to the medical bay.

I didn't know if it was the lack of sleep or the infection, but my vision started to go in and out. I couldn't focus on anything and everything looked blurry.

I was sat down on a bed, Phasma to my side. I grab a hold of her hand with my left one. The doctors came over and started to carefully take the bandages off, but with every pull the pain increased. At one point Phasma and a Stormtrooper had to hold me down because I was thrashing around so much.

The pain I felt, went from my cheek and forehead up to my hairline and down to my chin. My right eye burned and my sight was gone. I think eventually they gave me something to knock me out.

I woke up to Phasma, Hux and Ren all talking. It was quite a sight to see, my three friends all worried about my well being. They were in a corner and had their backs to me, so I got up out of the bed and rushed into the bathroom. I locked the door and went to look in the mirror.

My hand went straight to my mouth. This wasn't impossible.

The cut had multiplied into little cuts, all connected as to look like a lighting storm. And in all of that, my eye changed colors. It now was the same color as my hair. My sight also came back in my eye.

I guess Snoke got what he wanted. I would never forget this failure of mine.