HEY GUYS! I'M SO SORRY FOR NEGLECTING MY DUTY. HERE IS PART 13. IT'S SHORTER BECAUSE I FELT LIKE IT WAS RIGHT TO STOP HERE.
PART 14 WILL BE UP TONIGHT. Next chapter will be more actiony and less fluff.
I'M SORRY
Word Count: 1253
Warnings: Small mentions of sex
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I sat in the chateau listening to the boys come up with a plan. I knew that they would need a lot of help getting those two to rekindle. I listened to JB trying to come up with a plan and it actually made a little sense, but there was no guarantee that if we left them in the marsh that they wouldn't just drown each other. I watched as attention shifted over to me.
"I'm not getting on that boat guys," I said, knowing that they would want us to make up as well. The thing is, I didn't have that big of a problem with Sarah Cameron. She was the one that had a problem with me. I was not being abandoned on a boat with the two of them.
"A, look-" Pope started.
"Nope, no, nada," I said. "It's not happening."
"We could use someone to make sure they don't kill each other," John added. "Plus, it's girl time and Sarah doesn't really like you at the moment..."
"Tell her to get over it. I didn't do anything wrong," I said and held my ground. "You guys are not stranding me on a boat with them. My anxiety would be through the roof."
They knew there was no way to get me onto that boat. I sat on the HMS Pogue with Pope as we went to grab Kie. She asked why we needed her and I made a joke that the guys couldn't get anything done right and she laughed. I was glad that we were still on good terms. We sat together and I felt a little guilty for what we were about to do, but some part of me knew it was necessary.
I watched as the boys tricked Kiara into looking at the plugs and took off running. They jumped into the water and climbed back onto the boat. I scrunched up my nose as Kie yelled at us. She was pissed and I felt bad. I gave her two thumbs up and we drove away.
I wondered if they would be okay as we all dispersed. Pope went home to work on his scholarship essay and John B went back to the Cameron's for the night. That left JJ and I. I looked at him and smiled. It was nice to have alone time with him. We walked around town for a while, thinking about what to do. We both knew we were beating around the bush though. Both of us wanted to be at home, cuddling, and just enjoying each other's company.
I shushed him as I snuck him past my parents. I literally pushed him up the steps and into my room. I closed the door and locked it. I climbed into bed and snuggled into his arms. I placed my laptop on my lap and asked him what he wanted to watch. He chuckled and let me pick, which was a mistake. He knew I would pick something he wasn't interested in, but that didn't matter. He had other plans anyways.
About ten minutes into the movie, I felt his lips attach themselves onto my neck. He placed small kisses, before finding my sweet spot. A small whimper escaped my lips as I tried to focus my attention on the movie. "JJ, now is not the time to be horny," I muttered. "My parents are literally right down stairs!"
That didn't stop him though. He placed small kisses on my neck as he ran his hand up and down my thigh. I bit my lips together, trying not to give him the satisfaction. I turned to see the smirk on his face and knew that there was no avoiding this. His lips met mine and I could feel how eager he was to get me out of my shirt. His hands slipped under the fabric and the coolness of his rings made me shiver. He slipped the tank top off and I felt his hands on my bra, ready to unclip it. He stopped though. He pulled away and looked at me. His expression was soft and his words came out so sweetly.
"Are you sure about this?" he whispered. It filled my heart to know that he was so worried about me. I nodded and placed a sweet kiss on his lips as he unclipped it. I fumbled with my shorts as he muttered to me how beautiful I was. He kept telling me if I wanted to stop, he wouldn't be mad. I didn't want to stop though. I wanted to give him this, I wanted him to be my first time.
JJ's POV:
I held her in my arms as she slept peacefully. I brushed the hair away from her face and admired how adorable she looked. My eyes caught the red marks that I had left on her neck and I smiled proudly. I knew that she would be angry when she saw them, but I loved the sight of them. It told everyone that this girl was mine. I wrapped a strand of her hair around my finger and just watched her. She was so beautiful, even when she was asleep. I felt my heart ache as I wondered if I would ever give her the world like she deserved. I remember what she told me when we were little.
We laid under the stars in her backyard. We had a tent set up, but neither of us wanted to go in. She pointed up at the sky and rattled off what each star was. I couldn't figure out how she could tell, they all looked the same to me. In all honesty, the stars didn't interest me at all. It was the way she admired them that caught my attention. This was the first time I pledged myself to give her the world. She was so pure and sweet and for the first time I desired to give her everything she didn't have.
"When I have money, the first thing I want is a telescope," she said. I glanced over at her and chuckled. She always aimed small. She wanted mundane and basic things.
"Forget a telescope, I'll give you the whole world," I said, confidently. She giggled beside me and I remember thinking that it was the most perfect sound in the world.
"I don't need the whole world JJ," she said. "You already give me the sun everyday."
"What do you mean?" I asked. She flipped over on her side and stared at me with the biggest smile.
"You bring me warmth and light, joy and happiness, everything," she said without a hint of embarrassment. "You are my sun."
I could feel myself blush as I looked back up at the sky. If I was like the sun to her, then she was like the moon to me. She was a beacon of light in the darkest hours and even if I couldn't see her, I knew she was always there. She always was in the back of my mind.
I laid there and thought about how much we gave each other, how much we meant to each other. I wondered if she ever got that telescope or if someone else became her sun while I was gone. I pulled her closer to me and held her tightly as I began to feel tired.
"I love you, Addie," I muttered out even though I knew that she couldn't hear me. It just felt right.
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