My BFFs

Fake Friends

I've never really been the type to apologise to friends, probably because I've never had one but I had to try to figure it out...I mean I don't have much of a choice here.

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A week went by without talking to the twins and with me being bullied at school. I got so used to the hate that it didn't bother me anymore that usual. I kept thinking of a way to apologise to the twins and try to get them to re-unite with their mother but nothing seemed to pop up so I decided to wing it. I decided to go down there and just talk.

I brought some chips with me incase they were hungry. After minutes of whispering and self convincing I finally found it in me to open the basement door.

The twins were sittin down beside the fire, Sabrina braiding Justina's hair, singing. I walked up to them and said hi. Justina replied but Sabrina just kept looking down at what she was doing with a blank look on her face.

"I brought chips." I said with a huge grin on my face, hoping that Sabrina would atleast look up, but instead she kept her head down with the same look on her face. I sighed.

"I'm sorry for what I said the other day, and I'm sorry for makng you cry." I said.

"Its no biggie." Justina said and moved away from Sabrina. "I was being a tad over dramating anyway."

A huge silence broke between us and I finally asked why they wouldn't go up, breaking the silence. Sabrina stood up and started walkng away into the darkness but I begged her to stay. They told me that they couldn't because it would be breaking a certain law which they didn't want to explain with the reason that it would take the whole day. I didn't know if they were telling the truth or not, so I just went with it.

Subrina asked me to drop the topic and talk about something else. I didn't want to make them uncomfortable so I changed the topic and we talked about something else. I tried to forget ad push their reason of not going up to the back of my mind but it would pop up again so I told them I had to go, noy wanting to bring it up again.

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Monday came and it was tme for me to g back to school again. Te driver was different but I didn't bother asking why because I knew I would get the " Its udult stuff " answer from Sharry.

The day seemed to be going great until it was PE. I couldn't see Diana walkng up to me since she changed nto her PE clothes.
"Out of my way dorky." She sneered. I swayed out of her path, cursing under my breath. "Stupid idiot, who does she think she is anyway..going around bossing people, she's nothing but a selfish bitch."

"You know you're lucky there's coach in here, otherwise I would have stuck up that dodge ball ball up your ass you would be begging to say sorry for what you just said." Diana said stopping and turning to face me. I didn't realised that I said that out loud.
"Its funny how a friendless whore can talk so much smack without anyone backing her up." She continued. Coach had stepped out and heads started turning to look at us.

A huge lump formed in my throat and I just wanted to correct her for saying that. "I do have friends and they are better than your fake, cheap, backstabing bitches you call friends!!" I shouted. Everyone turned to look at me.

"Ohh really, where are they?" Diana said looking around.

I didn't have a choice but to tell her they were at home. Evryone broke out kn laughter. My face turned red with embarrassment and a lump formed in my throat. "And what are their names?" She asked laughing.

"Justina a-and Sabrina". My voice shook from the lump in my sore throat.

They all immediately stopped laughing and stared at me. By now my face was like a ripe tomato. I just wanted the world to swallow me up of something. But something was wrong, Diana wasn't staring at me in mockery or in hate. She was staring at me in disbelief. He posture changed from slacking to the side to standing straight up.

The smirk on her face was completely wiped of, leaving a huge frown. The same happened to her 'friends' and other kids. Ohh now I really wanted to get out of there.

"Ha! Nice try dorky, try having proof to back up your made up friends". She said then quickly walked away. I could hear a bit of fear and disbelief in her shakey voice.

Proof? What was she on about. Why were all the kids shocked when I mentioned Sabrina and Justina. Maybe they knew them. Maybe they went to this school with the twins. I had to find out and where to go than the library. So that was my next destination.