《Chapter 17~Love me?》

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⚠SUICIDAL thoughts and self harm⚠

Y/n's p.o.v.
Its been 3 weeks since I "cheated" on Alejandro. That fucking three weeks is hell. Alejandro and I aren't talking anymore. I barely even see him. Kairi avoided me and blocked me in all his social medias. Robert stopped hanging out with us because he don't want to be included to the problem. Mattia is just the only person I can talk to about all of these problems.

My mom and dad had no idea what was happening in my life. I acted like everything is ok at school when Im infront of them.

I want to explain on insta what really happened...

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Y/nHernandez Just let me explain everything. I didn't mean to cheat on Kairi. Im drunk at that fucking party and I completely don't know who's that fucking person that fucking me. I thought that it's Kairi but sadly not but It's Alejandro. Please just leave me alone especially at school...

Hater1 Do you think we're dumb to believe that?
        |Y/nHernandez Im so tired being bashed please stop...

User1 You're so stupid
        |Y/nHernandez yeah I know

MattiaPolibio Just remember that Im here for you☺
         |y/nHernandez thank you Tia❤
|user2 I think you know what is about to go
         |y/nHernandez stop
         |MattiaPolibio stfu

Im getting tired of these peoples. From those past weeks, hate is all I  got. Both my parents aren't home. They'll be out for a month. I just cried all day and night. Why am I living like this? I hate my life!

I fell so sad and depressed. No one understand me and all they do is send hate.

I stood up and walk to the bathroom. I grabbed a blade from the drawer with my shaking hands. I wanted this all to end.

The blade barely touched my skin but someone grabbed it and threw it to the toilet. That person hugged me and I felt tears form from my eyes.

Mattia:Please dont...

Im squirming just to get out from his hug but he made it tighter.

Y/n:Let me go!

Im already crying

Mattia:Just promise me not to do that
Y/n:I can do whatever I want!Im sick and tired of these bullshit everyone's saying about me! They don't understand! You dont understand!

He let go of me and just stared at me with tears running down his cheeks.

Mattia:Yes. I don't understand. I dont understand why am I feeling like this. Everytime I saw you cry just breaks my heart and more on hurting yourself. Don't do this!

Mattia's p.o.v.
I saw y/n's latest post. Thats her first post after a while. I read all the comments and mostly they're hates for her. I feel like y/n needs comfort right now cause I feel like she's gonna do something bad.

I drove to her house and when I arrived there I just went inside. I walked slowly to her room. I opened it and the lights are turned off. The bathroom lights are open. I went inside and found her nearly cutting herself.

I grabbed it immediately and threw it at the toilet. I hugged her tight. She started sobbing and tries to let go of my hug but ofcourse I didn't let go of her.

She started saying that i dont understand anything and I think it's the time to say what I really feels. She always cries whenever she's around me. She avoided anyone and everyone hates her.

I started to have feelings for her but I think I have no chance for her since she already spent time with 3 boys and my friends. Everyone will think that she's really a homie hopper if she went out and date me.

She started to grab some pills and pours a lot on her hand. I grabbed her hand to stop her and all the pills fell on the ground. She looked at me angrily but with tears still filling her eyes.

Mattia:stop doing this. Someone loves you! And that person will not get happy if you continue this shits.
Y/n:No one loves me Mattia! No one did! No one does!
Mattia:I did! Im that one person who loves you! I love you!

Her face softened at those words. I didn't meant to say i love you. But I really do for her.

Y/n:You love me?

               

A/n:Im lazy to continue this. Im also unmotivated to finish this story. No one's acknowledging this and some of my works. No one votes this so for those who reads this, please tell me if I should still continue this story.

Love y'all!
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