The homie hopper(complete)

《Chapter 20~No》

Y/n's p.o.v.
It's been a week since my parents knew everything and they're still mad at me. They're not talking to me already or did something for me. I always cook for myself and washed the dishes. I even wash me own clothes. I feel like im so alone.

Mattia can't hang out with me anymore since my parents won't let me out except for school days. Mattia sometimes sneak to see me but it's not fun enough when we cant talk or laugh loud.

Im so thankful he's still there for me. I already lost everyone and I can't loose him too. He's so good to me and Im scared that I might fall inlove with him too. Honestly theres something developing already. I feel so attached to him. Im that kind of girl that when someone cared about me, I easily fall inlove even when they always made me smile or laugh.

But it's kinda hopeless for Mattia. I can't date him because of what my fucking parents just said and as if that he likes me back. It's so fucking impossible. He's just here to comfort me as a friend.

And now he's coming over just to hang out with me. Im gonna blast the music so we can talk with each other without whispering.

Mattia's p.o.v.
She's being down these past week since that day when her parents knew everything and because I like her, Im always there to make her happy. That thought that I can't date her breaks my heart.

I'm on the way to her house right now. It's always bothering me that I need to confess to her without knowing any reason. I kinda just like to get it out of my shoulders.
I will confess to her.

I climed up the window and knocked on it. She noticed me and walked over the window while smiling. She opened it and I went inside. Her music is so loud but not that loud to make us deaf or make the house shake.

Y/n:Thank you for coming over Tia.

She smiled while laying down her bed. I joined her. It's the time.

Mattia:I've got something to tell you y/n...
Y/n:What is it?
Mattia:This thing is always bothering me and I thought that its the best to say it to you.

There's an akward silence.

Mattia:I-i like you y/n.

Her eyes widened and I think I should add something on what I said.

Mattia:But if you don't like me back, it's ok with me. We still can be friends.

She shook her head no.

Y/n's p.o.v.
Everything I just heard just shocked me. I shook my head no.

Y/n:Oh God no

I burried my face on my hands.

Mattia:What's the problem.
Y/n:The problem is that I like you too but of course we cant do more than liking each other. The situation will get worse. The name homie hopper will be tattooed to my name and my parents will kick me out of the house.

He just hugged me.

Mattia:We don't need to do anything about our feelings y/n. We can be best friends forever.

He pulled out and just smiled at me.

Mattia:I don't want to make everything worse. I don't want you to suffer.

And all of that passed like nothing but actually it isn't. We just acted like everything is normal. His whole hang out session is kinda akward but not that much.

I love being with him and just because of my damn parents knowing everything, I can't be with him like a girlfriend.

            
A/n:Hope you like this...
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