We didn't mean it Hyung {Seokjin centric}

Chapter 18

Jin was shocked at how Taehyung lied.
He knew he was right, Jin would never lie. Jin hoped Yoongi would believe Jin, he hoped that he would have someone on his side. But no..

"Hyung...you lied?" Yoongi said unwrapping himself from Jin's arms.
"Wh-what! No I wouldn't lie!" Jin exclaimed.
"But Taehyung wouldn't either!" Yoongi exclaimed back. Yoongi couldn't believe his hyung. He thought he knew his hyung better. He believed his hyung but seeing there are 3 against 1...he believed the maknaes.
"I'm so sorry Jungkook." Yoongi said hugging Jungkook. Namjoon stood there confused but from what he heard Jin lied causing a giant fight.
Namjoon also hugged Jungkook and Jimin and Taehyung stood there with a big smirk on their faces. Jungkook also had a giant smirk and flipped of Jin. Jimin and taehyung mouthed a silent 'fu** you!'

Jin couldn't believe Yoongi didn't side with him. Jin would never lie unless it's for the best. He felt more than hurt. Jin couldn't go to the hospital and had to deal with the pain in his leg. Jin tried to get up with the help of the couch and he succeeded. He limped his way to his room with a blank face. Right when he went inside..
All hell broke loose.
He burst out crying and then he heard it.
The voice.

Jin why are you crying?...

T-they didn't b-believe me..

You would want to believe you?
You are pathetic..
You are useless to them..

But-but why?..

Why? I mean come one Jin can't you see?
You can't sing
You cry all the time for no reason
You suck at dancing
You're ugly
You're fat
Plus you're the reason that taehyung can't walk..
But I can help you...

How?..

Don't eat..
You will become skinny..
Also go to the dance studio and dance..
Dance for 6 hours..
Let the maknaes tell you the truth..
Don't tell anyone because they are right..
Don't cry either..
You already are ugly don't make it worse..

Isn't t-that too much?

For a pathetic trash like you? No.

You're right..
I won't eat..
I will go practice and try to become better...
The maknaes are right..
They should be allowed to hit me..
After all..
I am the reason Taehyung can't walk..

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Feburary 15

Jin woke up early. He went up to the mirror and saw how ugly he was. He began crying.

Don't cry you'll look uglier than you already are...

Jin hated the voice..but the voice wasn't wrong. He stopped crying and took a shower. He wore one of his black hoodies along with some Jean's to cover his body. Jin was ashamed of how he looked. His leg hurt like hell. But.. it didn't hurt as much as his heart did. He went downstairs and saw Namjoon sitting their drinking coffee and looking at some paper.

Jin got nervous but kept limping his way to the kitchen. He said a quiet 'good morning' but got no response. Yoongi talked to Namjoon stuff that the maknaes told him that were all lies.
They talked about how bad Jin talked to Taehyung, how he made fun of Taehyung and made taehyung cry. They talked how Jin made them starve and how Jin slapped jungkook and Jimin. All they said were lies.

Jin was quietly making pancakes and he then he heard Namjoon talk. Jin was happy thinking maybe Namjoon was going to speak to Namjoon and maybe Namjoon could help him to the hospital but no.
What he heard broke his heart.

"You know hyung...
" I thought you were better.."