We didn't mean it Hyung {Seokjin centric}

-Chapter 26-

It's been a few days and Jin hasn't stop cutting, the voices never stopped, nothing stopped, not the pain, not the hurt, nothing. Today was going to be a very special day. He decided to look decent today.
He put on beautiful white clothes that almost made him look like and angel.

All the other members excluding Hoseok were sitting eating breakfast. They were eating and saw Jin walking by. They noticed some things, Jin eyes looked so dull, his face and his body were so pale. He was extremely skinny almost like a walking skeleton, his face held absolutely no emotion. They noticed he didn't say his usual good morning.
The members stared as he walked towards the door. Jin turned to look at them. He smiled and left. His smile was so sincere but, so full of pain and sadness. The members were shocked, they hadn't seen him smile in 3 weeks! But they all felt something in their heart as they saw his smile.

Tomorrow Hoseok was suppose to come and suprise the members. He was planning it on today but he got invited somewhere.

Today he was suppose to call Jin and the rest of the group but he couldn't. Hoseok couldn't help but be uneasy the entire day, but he couldn't decipher why.

Jin walked touching about everything as he walked, the plants, the benches, the bridge, as he smiled as the memories of them together popped in his head showing the days, he was happy.
Finally he made it to his destination, his favorite place, the beach. Jin loved the beach, the way the waves move so peacefully, the beatiful sea creatures swimming all happily in their own little world. The beatiful sunset that would set down, and the aftermath of the moon shining down along with the stars that twinkled across the sky.

He stared at the ocean watching the waves. He remembered that day. They had to film a music video or a photoshoot, Jin couldn't quite remember. He remembered the picture he took at the top of the 'tower'. He decided to climb all the way to the top. He made it up and sat down and smiled as the sun decided to set showing the beautiful colors that spread through the sky.

Jin smiled and relaxed as the colors of the sky reflected on him showing Jin's dull eyes some glow, Jin felt happiness he hasn't felt in days. He closed his eyes and let the air flow in his hair. He stood up.

...

And jumped.

Jin watched the waves get closer and closer and soon he was engulfed in the waves. His body slowly dropped to the bottom. He knew he was going to float so he has weights in his clothes to pull him down into the depths of the ocean.
He saw the waves slowly flow. He was running out of air but he didn't mind. He saw the beatiful sea animal move across on top of him. He closed his eyes running out of breath.

The water filled up his lungs and Jin began to spasm under water. But the last words he said..

I forgive you..

..

And just like that.

Jin

Was

Gone.