We didn't mean it Hyung {Seokjin centric}

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After crawling to his room he couldn't help but curl up in a ball on the floor and start crying. He couldn't believe that instead of trying to understand it was accident they decided to take it out on him.

Is it my fault?
Do I deserve this?
I'm sorry Taehyung
I'm sorry...
I'm so sorry..
I wish it was me..
If I could take the pain away..
I would..

Jin kept crying and then took his phone out to look through Twitter to maybe cheer him up.

Army75: Woah Jin is so handsome!

Jin smiled at the comments but he scrolled and his mood dropped.

Jiminlovely: Why do they have a pig in their group? He is so ugly!

Hobisunshine: You should loose weight fatty! Show us more of the other members stop getting in the way!

Rockcat: So ugly get off the group.

Jhooooope: Talentless! Just leave the group they would be fine without you!

Jin started crying again. He started thinking horrible stuff about himself.

I am fat..
I'm a burden to this team...
It's my fault Taehyung can't walk..
It's my fault why bts doesn't succeed ..
I'm ugly...
Jungkook is right I can walk...
I shouldn't act like I'm hurt when Taehyung is hurting more than me...
I should leave bts...
Maybe Taehyung and the rest would be happy....

Jin kept thinking those thoughts and forced himself off pushing away the immense pain on his legs
And his heart.
He went downstairs and saw the 3 maknaes sitting down happily watching a movie. Jin smiled they were happy and that's all that matters.
He saw as they turned to him and there faces switched to happiness to hatred and disgust. Jin looked down and felt tears stinging his eyes.

"What are you doing here?" Jimin asked and anger laced in his voice.

Jin looked up and quietly whispered.
"Making you lunch."
He went to the kitchen but he whispered to quiet and felt someone spin him around.

"Don't you dare ignore me you disgusting waste of life." Jimin slapped Jin. Then he walked away back to the living room and smiled to the others. Taehyung smiled thinking this is what Jin deserved. Jungkook ignored the slap and kept smiling.

Jin felt his heart crack. He just got slapped by Jimin. He couldn't help crying and hold his face. He forced himself to smile.

I deserve this..