We didn't mean it Hyung {Seokjin centric}

-Chapter 30-

It's been 2 days exactly from what happened to Jin. The police wanted to talk to every single one of the boys but they saw how broken they looked.

Hoseok never came out his room and was locked inside.

Namjoon drank a lot and came back drunk.

Yoongi tried to do what Jin would do and try to care of the rest trying to feed them food but nothing, the only person who did eat was Taehyung.

Taehyung knew he had to act like he was depressed but he didn't feel as sad as the others. Taehyung's mind was corrupted with darkness and hatred.

Jimin ate but barely anything and just like Namjoon, drank most of the time.

While Jungkook sat on the couch and did nothing most of the time. Jungkook's mind was broken and he hated how easily he was manipulated because of love. He sat on the couch crying not wanting to go to his room because that's where Taehyung and he used to hang out everyday and he doesn't even want to look at Taehyung.

Everything was wrong in the Bangtan family.

They had a funeral for Jin which was unexpected because none of the members paid for it, is what they though but Hoseok did. He felt like Jin deserved a funeral for everything he has done.

Jin had the biggest heart and he would help anyone no matter who they were unless they were bad. He always had the most beautiful smile that could light up a room and his dad jokes were the best, he was the most underrated member but Hoseok felt that was stupid, Jin worked harder than anyone. His voice was explicable.

Jin was angel sent straight from heaven. Hoseok made sure the Funeral wasn't like any other but one that would make Jin happy even if he wasn't here.

The members went to the funeral but they looked so...emotionless.

They were afraid to go see Jin in the casket but Hoseok forced them to go and pay respects for Jin because Hoseok was sad but angry that the members hadn't noticed Jin feeling this way.

But little did he know..

They were cause for this..

All the members stared at Jin in the casket, his pale skin reflecting from the light making him look like he's glowing. His lashes laying on his sadly skinny cheeks. His lips closed in a relaxed state with a bit of lipstick on it. His body motionless with a beatiful white outfit with roses on it and a single rose in between his hands.

"I'm sorry Jin, I should have came sooner."

"I'm sorry Jin..I'm so stupid for letting them control me and believing them..guess my iq isn't that high is it." Namjoon chuckled knowing Jin would have laughed at his joke. Tears ran down his face and he walked away with Hoseok.

"I'm sorry Jin..I'm so stupid..I'm sorry..forgive me please!" Yoongi began crying and hid his face in his sleeves. He walked away not bearing to look at his hyung so motionless.

Jungkook stared at his hyung he couldn't utter a word. Jungkook didn't want to ask for forgiveness because he felt like he didn't deserve it. He stood there and quietly whispered.

"Hyung... I know I don't deserve forgiveness but I'm sorry for the pain I caused you, for the su-suffering I c-caused...I hope y-you're happy u-up there...I'm sorry for everything."

Jungkook walked away.

Jimin was next.
"Hyung...I don't deserve you forgiveness, your kindness, you loving and undying support you have given me these years...y-you were and a-are the best hyung..I wish I c-could have given y-you the same amount of l-love but I w-was selfish. I love you hyung."

Taehyung didn't say anything but stare at Jin. He stared and stared and then walked away.

But before he left he uttered a small sentence.

...

"Goodbye Jin."