We didn't mean it Hyung {Seokjin centric}

-Chapter 31-

Everyone watched as the casket got lifted up and put into a deep hole under ground. The members stared as the casket lowered down. Hoseok couldn't cry anymore he couldn't do anything and he hated that feeling, that feeling when you can't do anything to help someone you love and care for. A lot of people were there and that was no suprise to the members, Jin was an easy-to-talk-to kind of guy.

Then Jin's father started to speak through the microphone.

"When I first met Jin, he was the kindest person I have ever met, be was so polite and loved to cook and make everyone in the room laugh and smile. He was the greatest son I could ask for. He always said hi to strangers and smiled and gosh he had the sweetest smile, his song awake was beautiful than other piece of music I had heard..the lyrics so meaningful but it was the last. I feel guilty for not..
Comforting my son nor visiting when he needed me the most...it's sad to say. I have failed as a father."

Everyone cried during that speech. Jin's father looked at us and pointing for a speech. Hoseok was the first to get up and go because Jin didn't deserve this death and everyone had to know how much of a kind man Kim Seokjin was.

"Hello I am Jung Hoseok one of Jin's best friend." Hoseok had to stop because he felt like crying again just saying was. He composed himself.

"Jin was the best friend I could ever ask for, he cared for me like I was his child, to all of us actually, I w-wish I could have...been there like he had been with me but sadly i was out of Seoul with my family because i have also lost someone important to me. I called him a few days before but he seemed fine. The thing about Jin that I have learned throughout the years being with him is that...

Jin is good at faking his emotions...I wish he wasn't..i-i wish he-he could h-have told me....Jin always p-put others before himself...I'm sorry I just miss him so much...he didn't deserve any of this but at least he's in a better place now. Please never forget Jin...never forget his kindness and what he did to this world..I love you Jinnie."

Hoseok quickly said looking at the sky and back down. He missed Jin so much. He wishes he would have gone sooner he hates himself so much for that.

Later the members watched as people put dirt over his casket. All the members did it and then left.

When they went home they quickly did their routine but Namjoon.
Namjoon as the leader was going to take care of all the members...he can't loose any more or he will loose himself.

Namjoon made everyone come out their room forcefully. They needed to eat. Namjoon had cooked but this time he cooked with all his heart. He made sure everything was beatiful and tasted good and suprisingly he didn't burn anything and made a decent meal.

"Guys please you have to eat..at least do it for Jin you know he wouldn't want this." Namjoon saw with a soft tone. Finally they took bites and ate the meal. Namjoon was happy and then jumped when there was knocking on the door.

...

"Jennie? Jackson?"