We didn't mean it Hyung {Seokjin centric}

⚠️-Chapter 25-⚠️

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              !TRIGGER WARNING!

Jin had woken up and feels extremely lightheaded. He looked around and saw drops of blood. He doesn't remember what happened and why he's on the floor. Then he feels pain shoot up his body specifically his face and stomach. He looks down and is shocked when he sees blood all over him. He quickly gets up and runs to the bathroom.
"Omg omg omg! W-what happened!?" Jin whispered to himself as he touched his face. There was dried blood all over his face. He felt disgusted but also wondering why and how this happened. He washed his face but it felt like walking on pins and needles. It hurt so bad Jin couldn't help tears flow.
He finishes washing his face and his nose seems slightly off.
Oh no! I think I broke my nose.
Ahh that hurts.
Jin thinks as he touches his nose. Then it hits him. He remembers
Everything.
He stares at the reflection. He wants the pain to go away so bad. He wants to go to the past and call his mom. He just wants to dissapear. The torture his 'friends' had done has hurt him more than anything. He begs for this to all be a dream but he knows this is all reality. He Hope's that maybe his friends would just come to him and apologize even if it's fake. He just wants his friends back. He wants his old life back.

I have an idea Jin...

Please I just want to be alone!

Don't you want the pain to go away?

...

I can help you.
Cut.

Jin understands what he means. He doesn't know what to do.

Cut Jin...
The pain will leave..
I promise.

Like a zombie he walks to the kitchen takes a knife and goes back to his room. Sadly no one was there to atleast try to stop him. They were all out doing something.

Will the pain truly go away?

Yes..

Jin stared down at the knife and pulled up his sleeve. He stared at it hesitating whether to do it or not.

Jin do it.
Cut.
Cut.
Cut.

The only thing he hears over and over again is cut. He begs for it to stop but it doesn't so he gives up.

Cut.

Jin stares at his wrist and can't help but smile. It's true the pain it went away. Just for a split seconds but it came back again he was upset and cut again.

Ìm §øŕŕý..

Çūť
For being useless

Çūť
For being a burden

Çūť
For Namjoon

Çūť
For Yoongi

Çūť
For Hoseok

Çūť
For Jimin

Çūť
For Taehyung

Çūť
For Jungkook

Çūť
For being alive..

...

A/N

I'm sorry if this triggers you or disrespects you in any way, please know I am not trying to mock or disrespect anyone in any form but if this annoys you I an sorry but there has been a warning for a reason. Thank you.