Dreamers

Dream 5

Dream 5

"What the heck was that Rian? What the hell were you thinking?"

Yan agad ang sumalubong sakin pagdating ko sa rooftop. Dun ako dinala ng pagsunod kay Marck.

"What was what?" Tanong ko kahit alam ko kung ano ang ibig niyang sabihin.

"That fuck audition! Who told you to do that?"

"I was never told not to do that anyway." I said not minding his annoyed face.

"RIAN KENDRA SALDOVAR!!"

There. He's already pissed. I win!

"I already told you many fucking times not to get involved with this! Whatever's fine with me but not this! You auditioning in this big agency? For what Rian?" Sunod sunod niyang sigaw sakin.

My eyes watered with unshed tears. How dare he give me those bullshits when he doesn't even care about me? Pasalamat siya at hindi pa ako napupuno sa mga sinasabi niya.

"And now you'll give me those tears? Stop with those bullshits please! You're not going to pass that auditon, I assure you!"

And there it is. He hit my weak point.

"Bullshits? Really Marck? How dare you stop me when all I did was pursue what I want to do? And now you're shouting at me as if I did something illegal?" There. I said it.

Natamihik siya sa sinabi ko.

"Ahh I forgot. I am a disgrace for you. You're scared that your fans will find out that you have a sister. Oh wait, a failure of a sister. Is that it Marck? Is that why you are trying hard not to involve me in this? Huh?!" I added.

"Baby, you know that it's not it." Kung kanina, he's so pissed at me now he looks like a wolf tamed by its master.

"Then what Marck? How dare you act like your still my brother after all those years of ignoring me?"

"Baby, I still am your brother."

"Don't give me that bullshits Marck! I am going to do this and I will pass this audition no matter what! You don't have a say on this!"

Pababa na sana ako ng may naisip pa akong sabihin sa kanya. "And also, stop acting like you care. It's giving me chills." I said sarcastically.

Pagharap ko kung nasaan ang hagdan pababa ay laking gulat ko nang makita ang taong hindi ko inaasahan. In the stairs, there's Earl Gonzalez who probably heard what we were talking.

"K...kanina ka pa?" I stammered as I said those words.

Lumingon si Marck sa banda ko and as expected, he looked shocked, really.

"What the fuck are you doing here Gonzalez?"

"You never told us that you have a pretty little sister Em. Hi Em's sister", he said while smirking. His face really mirrored to that of the the face of a total playboy. But then I guess, that was why girls are shouting for him.

"Leave us now Rian!" sigaw sakin ni Marck. Tss, maybe he's already scared because he's bandmate already knew about me.

"Don't you dare tell them about this El." Marck said, threatening El. As if El would be threatened.

"Relax man! I have no plans of gossiping or even spreading news about that. Besides your pretty little secret is safe with me." That were the last words I heard before I left.

Dumiretso ako sa ground floor hoping to see Ryan and Ronnie there. Paglabas ko ng elevator ay si Ryan lang ang nakita ko, probably waiting for me. I hurriedly went to him and hugged him. He saw me crying but he never said anything. He just let me cry in his Shoulders.

Nang mahimasmasan na sa pag iyak ay tiningnan ko siya.

"I won't ask anything bunso. Not until you're ready." I smiled. Ryan really knows me.

"Should I call you Kuya now?" I joked at him.

"Have I ever told you not to smile when you just cried? You looked bad", he said and I glared at him.

I know he's just making me feel better.

Dinala niya ako sa malapit lang na coffeeshop. He ordered my favorite blueberry cheesecake, my safe haven.

"Feeling better now?"

I nodded. "Thank you talaga Ry. I don't know what I'll do if I didn't saw you there."

He just smiled.

"About Ronni--"

"I forgot! Where's Ronnie by the way?!" I cut him off when I remembered Ronnie.

"He's behind you."

Tiningnan ko naman ang nasa likod ko and he's right, Ronnie's there. Probably giving dagger stares to his blueberry cheesecake at front.

"Ron, yung kanina uhmm..." I don't know what to say! Really!

He never said a word. He's just there, sitting, completely ignoring me.

"Ron kasi..." I unconsciously bit my fingernails, sign that I dont know what to say.

Balisa akong tumitig sa kisame, then to the floor, back to the ceiling again hoping to find answers. I'm not yet ready to tell them about Marck.

Binalik ko ang tingin kay Ronnie only to see his grinning face, ear to ear.

"Para kang basang sisiw..." He said. Nagulat ako sa sinabi niya.

And that was it! Hindi na siya galit. I'm really blessed to have these two as my bestfriends.

My phone rang, not necessarily my phone because it's not mine. The screen flashed my number so I guess this person has my cellphone.

"Yes?" I answered.

"Guess you have my phone. Meet me at the park where you hang out at 6", then he ended the phone.

He really sounds familiar!

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