His heart filter | 𝐊.𝐓𝐇

𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟏𝟏

Y/n's pov
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Me and Hana are together for half a day in the living room and we are talking about a lot of things. She told me more about herself. She's a really cute girl.

"During my childhood, Taehyung and I spent a lot of time together. He often played with me. He was a really cute guy" Hana smiled as she talked about her brother.

"What you told me about Taehyung, I can't believe. He now looks like another person. Do you know why he became a killer?" the word killer, I whispered because I didn't want anyone else to hear it.

"He became cold and heartless after our mother's death. He spoke little to me and kept all the pain within himself. Taehyung tried not to show his pain but I still noticed it. Because I am his sister, and I know him best. You know your brother well too, right?" and that's when I remembered my fake family again and my true dead parents.

"If you talk about Yeonjun, then I know him very well. He never hide anything from me and he only tells the truth. Yeonjun doesn't know how to lie. He is like that. And if you talk about my real brother, I know almost nothing about him. He died along with my parents. My fake parents told me they and my parents were close. My stepfather is my mom's brother. He said my brother was 11 years old when he died and they all died in a car accident. I don't remember my family at all, I just remember my childhood with Yeonjun and the boy in the neighborhood" that's the only truth I know. I miss my fake family and Yeonjun. He must have gone crazy without me... I  would really like to see a photo of my real family. I wonder how they looked... maybe I'm just like my parents?

Why I didn't asked my fake parents to tell me more about my real parents? I would love to know their names. I still have the same last name as my parents, because it left when I was little and my parents died. They wanted me to have their surname, even though I live with other people. I never thought my current parents were fake, I thought they had left my mother's (aunt's) surname. Some moms like their surnames and want their child to have the same. I thought so about my current mom. 

"How I wish you were my sister y/n. You are such a wonderful person. I have never met a kind and lovely person like you. I wish you were my family" Hana came closer to me and hugged. She's really my best friend right now. If not Hana, I'd probably be crazy here. Everyone here is doing their own thing and they don't remember me being the one who has nothing to do here. 

"I wish there were more people close to me like you, Hana" I hugged her. 

"Y/n, let's talk about more fun things!" Hana broke our hug and looked at me with a wide smile on her face. She's so pretty. 

"About what?" I raised an eyebrow. 

"Did you have more boyfriends or only that one who cheated on you?" she looked at me with curious eyes. 

"Um... actually... I had five boyfriends..." I blushed. I often get a lot of attention from guys. They often fall in love with me and then for an unknown reason they leave me...

"Five?! Oh my god y/n! I only had two boyfriends and you... you're younger than me and you had  more boyfriends than me! You're really something... lucky girl" she laughed. 

"They all left me... so I'm not that lucky as it seems. Just because of them I started thinking that something is wrong with me. Am I ugly? Or maybe I'm an uninteresting person? I started hating myself after the fourth boyfriend left me"

"Ohh y/nahh, don't think so! You're a very beautiful girl and perfect! Just those guys are blind and don't see what they have lost. Love yourself y/n, because in this world, a person like you is the only one. You're special!" her smile warmed me. She is so wonderful, she always knows how to make me happy.