Well that went well and coming back was a mistake.
My babies knew something was off but I couldn't tell them.
I hurt so bad and I wanted nothing more then to run into his arms.
He looked so good but I couldn't cave.
My tears ran down that night after I got in bed. Sobs followed and for once I was happy the kids were sleeping. I didn't want them to hear my breakdown.
"mom it hurts so bad",I gasped out.
I felt so alone now and I wished my mom was here I needed a hug.
I fell into a fitful sleep. I tossed and turned all night. I got up a six in the morning and made breakfast.
My babies got up later and we ate and I took them to child care.
I went out shopping and paying bills. I got groceries and headed home. Unloading them I jumped as Mark came over.
"need help honey".
She sighed.
"no I got it..thanks anyway".
She took in a load and cried out as Mark stood behind her.
Man he looked like walking sex.
She got wet and kept in a moan.
"stop pushing me away honey....I missed you and would like to know my kids".
She sucked in air and a sob escaped.
Tears streamed down her face but she backed away.
Mark couldn't take it so he advanced on her and gathered her close.
She clutched his shirt and sobbed.
He whispered softly to her and held her tighter.
"I love you honey...I want you and my kids....please let me in".
She cried harder.
Finally after five years he gently took her mouth. The kiss was soft, gentle and he poured his heart into it. She moaned and he deepened the kiss.
He backed her into a wall and picked her up helping her wrap her legs around his waist. His hands gripped her ass and he moaned.
Before he could take off her shirt a knock made her jump and him cuss.
Damn whoever it was.
"this isn't over honey...I want you screaming my name".
She blushed and went to answer the door.
