A New Beginning

Chapter 16: Crazy

I woke up screaming to another nightmare. Chase ran in. "What's wrong?" He asked. "What do you care?" I asked trying to sound cold and angry but that's hard to do when you're shaking and sweating like crazy. "Look i'm not as bad as you think i'm just doing this because i need the money. Gabe and i are very poor even if it doesn't seem like it we really are and it's hard." He said. "Are you really trying to make me feel sorry for you? Are you kidding me? You kidnapped me and for that i hate every aching bone in your cruel body!" I screamed pushing him away from me. He looked hurt and i silently complimented myself as he left the room. I layed back down and silently sobbed into my pillow. I did this for what felt like hours when i finally dosed off.

I woke up and looked over there were several plates of food. My stomach growled and i felt weak. I had barely eaten since i got kidnapped which according to Chase was over a week ago. I had taken some water from Chase but that was all. I grabbed one of the plates because i was to hungry to fight anymore and i began quickly eating like an animal. I finished all of the food on that one plate but ignored the rest and i layed back down not feeling much better.

I paced my room wondering how i was going to get out of this before these idiots get the chance to get money. I couldn't come up with anything because i was so angry and upset and terrified my thoughts kept wondering to what they would do if i tried to escape and they caught me. I glared at the door and stupidly walked over. I began banging and screaming. The door flew open and i stumbled about to make a run for it but Chase got me. I began to kick and scream. He threw me on the bed and held my arms down. "Hey, hey what's gotten into you?" He said soothingly like a mother calming a baby that started screaming for no reason. I managed to break one of my arms free and i punched him square in the face and his other hand came up. I mad a dash for it since the door was still wide opened but Chase got me from behind. "Gabe lock the door while i deal with this!" He yelled with me struggling against him. Gabe slammed the door and locked it and i began to despise the fact that you could turn doorknobs around.

Chase threw me back onto the bed and since the door was closed and locked he didn't hold me down. "What is up with you?!?" He asked bewildered. "You kidnapped me and i need to get out." I said blankly. "Yeah but why the sudden outburst?" I growled "Because i haven't taken my meds in a while moron!" The look on his face was priceless. "Meds? The tabloids don't say anything about-" I cut him off. "Okay first of all tabloids are a terrible way to get information second do you really think i would let the press know i'm insane without meds?" I asked. He looked really uncomfortable and it took all of my will power not to laugh. "What will happen if you keep not taking them?" He asked nervously. I shook my head. "The longest iv'e ever gone without my meds was a six week long camping trip and i don't remember exactly what happened but i know they had to sedate me and i woke up in a hospital with several other kids..." I said shrugging. The horror was clear on his face. "Since my body is so used to the meds i might also get sick just a warning." I commented. I didn't want to push to much so he wouldn't find out i was lying so i stopped. It was just so easy because this guy was such an idiot it was like he didn't have a brain. "What are your meds called?" He asked. I shrugged "I can't remember it's a long word... All i know is you can't get it at your local convenient store." I said. He began pacing the floor and i was dying inside. This was awesome. He stopped and looked at me with a worried expression "What about now why are you calm now?" He asked. "It goes from really calm to really crazy to calm again. Usually the more calm i am the more crazy i am later." I said lying back and yawning closing my eyes. "What should i do?" I opened one eye and turned to look at him "The only thing you can do is take me back and forget the whole thing, go get my meds which will be really hard with all his servants around and probably police trying to find me, or deal with the consequences." I said calmly closing my eye and turning on my back again. I heard movement, a lot of movement actually, but i kept my eyes closed.