Sorry its been a while since I last updated this. But I'm not on my phone as much because I'm grounded from it but yeah. Here it is.
• BEOMGYU POV •
BG: "Hey JinYoung. You got my drugs right?" JY: "Yeah. 2 pounds. 40 bucks." BG: "Okay. 9 o'clock. See you." JY: "Okay."
I hung up the call. It was currently 3:04. I sighed & walked to my closet. I looked for my black trench coat. I laid on my bed. "Mmm I'll take a little nap."
• 9:23 pm •
I looked at the time & walked to the meeting area. I seen JinYoung. & paid him. "Hey. Tomorrow me & the boys are having a skittles party. You & your brothers wanna join us?" I looked at him trying my best to remember what a skittles party was. "Oh! I'll come & I'll ask my brothers if they wanna go." "Okay."
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JinYoung quickly walked to his car & left. I walked home. When I walked inside I seen SooBin asleep on the stairs & YeonJun on the couch. I looked at the empty bottles of Soju. I sighed & walked up to my room.
• HUENING KAI POV •
It was 10:37. I kept on tossing & turning in my bed. "I miss you (doggo). Nothing is gonna be the same without you." I sighed & watched the clock. Hours went by & all I did was look at the clock. It was currently 11:47 pm. I walked into my bathroom with three large bottles of Soju, candles & a lighter. I opened one of the bottles of Soju. "It doesn't hurt as bad as it used too~" My words slurred as I talked to no one. "All alone~ I'm all alone now~"
I lit a candle & let the wax drip. "This- ughh! This doesn't hurt as much like it did before!" I went to the kitchen & grabbed a small but sharp knife. I slid it across my wrist. "Fuck!" It hurts but it's what I missed. I watched as the blood ran down my wrist. "How is the pain~?" I stopped once I heard that same voice that's taunting me. I looked around to see no one. "WHO ARE YOU?!"
I was paranoid for about five minutes. The thought of someone watching me had me paranoid. I pushed the thought aside. Soon I went to wash the blood off & go to sleep.
• NEXT DAY • • 5:03 am •
I walked to school through the dark alleyway as always. I decided to go sit on the bleachers until the school opens. I got out my journal & started writing in it.
Day 98, Life has been stressful. Suicidal thoughts always run through my mind. My only reason to live is BeomGyu. I question if he really does love me. He probably doesn't. It was most likely a dare. I didn't hear what they said. He hates me. But I love him. It's okay though.
I slightly jumped then I heard something. I looked around to find a small dog. I slowly walked over to it. I watched as it growled at me. The more I got closer to it the more it backed away. Soon it stopped moving back. I walked closer to it till I was about one or two feet away. Slowly I reached out my hand to it. It just looked at my hand then at me. I sat on the grass giving up with trying to pet the dog.
Soon it walked over to me & laid next to me. I gently pet the dog as it tried to bite me. I seen it was 6:59 I sighed & gave up. I didn't want to go to school at this point. I walked home & a few minutes after I reached the alleyway I heard something or someone walking behind me. I slightly looked over my shoulder to see that same dog following me home. Once I reached my house & unlocked my door that dog ran inside.
It was all skinny. I could see it's ribs. As if it hasn't eaten for weeks. I decided to give it some dog food that I still had. The dog quickly ate it. But I wanted to know what gender the dog was. So I quickly looked. "Oh. You're a female. That's cool." I sat on the floor in my kitchen. "No table. Lights were cut. Damn. I still owe the debt of $3,000." I sighed & looked at her. "Well you didn't have a collar. But maybe you have a chip? I'll take you to the pound later to see if you belong to anyone. If not I'll keep you. Only if that's okay."
• 9: 30 am •
I put an old collar on her & put a leash on the collar. I walked with her to the pound. When I walked inside the lady at the counter screamed. "SIR WHY DO YOU HAVE A COYOTE IN HERE!?" I looked at the dog? "I thought it was a dog. It was walking around the track field at my school. So I thought it was a dog." She looked at me panicked. "SIR YOU NEED TO GET OUT OF HERE WITH THAT!" "Okay." I walked out with the coyote.
"Mmm. So you aren't a dog. That's okay. I'll still keep you." I walked home with her. "I'll think of a name for you later. Right now I just wanna sleep when we get home."
• BEOMGYU POV • • 10:02 pm •
I had just finished getting ready for the skittles party & got all the medication I had. "Are you coming or not you slut?!" I yelled while banging on YeonJun's room door. "Hoe fuck you!" "Fine me & SooBin will go by ourselves!" & with that we left for GOT7's share house. There were more people than I expected. After about ten or twelve minutes we started mixing up medication in two large bowls.
• 1 HOUR LATER • • HUENING KAI POV •
I was scrolling through Instagram to see a post of BeomGyu. But he wasn't alone. He was with a girl. Not just any girl.
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(A/N: Yooooo! Pretend this is BeomGyu & Kai's now ex best friend!)
"JiSoo?" I threw my phone at the wall in frustration. I was hurt. "I guess this is what betrayal is you fucker!" I yelled out while I was crying. "I hate you! But I love you! Why!? Ha fuck! Why would you fucking do this!? At least it doesn't hurt as bad as it fucking used to!"
