The story is about Y/N reminiscing a memory about meeting his first love.
In this story, Y/N, an average guy whose lived a pretty bland life is faced with a new challenge which is studying abroad. One lonely winter night, while sitting alone in a co...
It's been weeks since I last spoke to him. Don't get me wrong, I had a blast on our first date and I did miss hanging out and talking to him. Since our comeback was closing in, our schedules and practices were just too tight for me to even squeeze in a little time for us to meet or talk.
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I've managed to text him what's going on and why I haven't really kept in touch with him for a while,
"~I'm sorry if I haven't contacted you in a while it's been really busy for us since our comeback is coming up.~".
He replied that he understood my current situation, which was a relief for me. I somehow expected him to get a little disappointed in me but instead he just cheered me on which didn't just give me energy throughout the rest of the day but also made me happy. He really was such a sweetheart.
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We just finished practicing and it was nearly 1:00am in the morning. I was exhausted from the seemingly never-ending rehearsals and I was feeling a bout of loneliness start to wash over me. Everytime we were preparing for a comeback, we hardly had any time for ourselves and it was even hard to sometimes call up our families. We would just be too tired to do anything more when we got to the dorms.
I mean, I was used to this system but it didn't change the fact that it sometimes got a bit too much for me to bear. Today was a particularly bad day at practice. I was just so out of it. I could not focus on the choreography and because of that, the other members had to suffer repetition after repetition of the parts I messed up, even if they were doing well. I felt so sorry for them but I couldn't even bring myself to apologize because I was embarrassed of myself. My chest felt heavy and my body ached. I really wanted someone to talk to tonight. I decided to call the first person that came to mind.
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