My breaths came in quick shuddering mess but I maintained to act cool and normal on the outside. I steped in front of his desk, where he was sitting and had some long length papers strewn across the table and he was still scrummaging through it. He finally picked a couple of papers and stapled it. All the while I am looking at him like a love-stricken puppy ready to do everything he says as an obeying little dog.
I square my shoulder and tap my fingers on his table, impatiently. But in reality, I am thankful for the gods above for his time even if it is for few minutes. Whilst nothing even remotely true was showing in my face. I turn my head towards the door and exhale a huge breath as silently as possible to not draw his attention.
He clears his throat and I abandon the sight of the polished door to his face. His face was completely stoic and I couldn’t even read a single thought of his by seeing his face right now. I want to know what his brain was brewing then, if he was thinking of the first time we kissed or the time I lost my virginity to him or the hot teasing done by him in the janitor closet. I want to know so badly that I would even plead him. But I compose my internal thoughts about breaking open his skull and face him mirroring his expression.
“I am not sure if you completed or even started the group presentation, I told you about on the first day but it is happening the weekend after this. As I already told you it is happening in Pittsburg and it is a friendly and social meet for the students as well as the faculties. And Ms. Jenkins my colleague from the same department will accompany you. I have typed all the details for the meet and the topic again and Ms. Jenkins contact details if you have any issue regarding to this meet you can contact her. Thank you for your time Miss Smith.” He said in a professional voice handing me the papers which he just stapled and got up from his desk and went behind the board where there is a spare room for miscellaneous items and closed the door with a click
But I am frozen in one place, my eyes on his chair where he vacated.
I should have known he would act like a complete asshole.
I slowly recovered from my stupor and move towards the exit. I make quick strides and go outside and sit still on the grass and rake my brain for the reasons for happenings in the recent ten minutes of my life.
I should have been happy that he treated me like a student even if it was on a cold edge. But I can’t seem to shake the dreaded feeling that something is seriously wrong. My gut is tied in strong knots.
My hands shake lightly and I took couple of deep breaths and seem to recover from hyperventilating myself from a stupid situation and look at the papers he gave me for the first time.
As he said it is all details and important information. I roll it and place it in my bag. Not making a fool of myself I rest my head on the nearest tree and smell the fresh sent of it, it made me feel quite and relaxed. And I realized how much of a dimwit I was that I am pinning for someone I never wanted to speak again with.
I laugh at myself and internally slap me twice. I shake off this stupid feeling and take my phone to text Jordan.
AMELIA: Hey. Where r u?
JORDAN: Got Deacon’s number. Yay. *Party emoji*
AMELIA: I am proud of you. *mother crying emoji*
JORDAN: Me too. *laughing emoji* I am on my way to my next lecture, want me to come drop you off at your class?
AMELIA: No, I am going to practice now. I’ll talk to you later. But post me on your juicy deets.
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