Losing my virginity to my teacher | ✔

25. Lies come around.

       Breathe, Amelia.

       Just breathe.

      The person standing in front of me is not the same one I came to know.  He looks so casual I don’t even know he had a side of him like this.  I couldn’t stop the shaky way my breathing changed.  My chest rising and falling pretty fast as if the sight of him spiked my adrenaline. 

      My eyes can’t seem to stop skidding, it wants to take all of what is in front of me as if it will be the last time it will see him.  His hair was slightly disheveled like he was exerting some kind of exercise, but his stance was so casual, leaning against the door jam.  His hands locked in front of his chest, his muscles bulging under the long-sleeved t-shirt which was snug against his body like a second skin.  My mouth watered a bit thinking about the way once his body was on top of me.  His legs were long and lean and I can’t help but wish if I could lock my legs to his to feel those thighs.

      I took a moment to clearly look at his face, his eyes were covered by the sunglasses he was wearing.  I wanted to know what he was doing here.  But then I remembered his dismissive words and the way he acted towards me, yesterday.  I scowled at him.  He can’t just show up in front of my dorm room whenever he wants.

      “Zach, what the hell are you—" My anger filled voice came to an abrupt stop when I saw Nick coming out of the opposite room.  He was wearing a loose t-shirt, with shorts and his hair was in the same condition as Zach’s.  But his sunglasses were perched on top of his head.  His calf muscles on his legs caught my attention.  It looked so good that I suddenly imagined how his legs would feel like straddling my hips.

      All these male tensions around me were definitely causing my judgment to shatter.  I can’t seem to grasp of what I am thinking.  I am not sure if I am alright in my head.  I just felt sick to my stomach about how much I indulge my life with three guys at the same time.

     But my mind’s ramblings and melancholy stopped when I saw Nick struggling to get two suit cases out of his door at the same time.  When he finally pulled it out, he moved further into the hallway outside the door.  I slightly leaned to my side from were Zach was standing hiding the hallway, unintentionally.  When I saw there were two more suit cases and three duffel bags my eyes widened.

       “Oh, fuck, I forgot.”  I said while slapping my palm across my forehead pretty hard and winced when it stung.

      I heard Nick chuckle.

       I forgot that we had to move this weekend.  With all these drama in my life I just forgot an important thing do.  I would be the first person to forgot when to move.

      “Watcha forgot, my dear Amelia.”  Nick said in a delighted tone while pushing past me into the room.  I turned around trying not to acknowledge Zach’s presence behind my back when I followed Nick into the hall.

       Nick went further into the room like it was his place, he bent over and took my coffee mug.

        “Don’t drink,” I started protesting but his lips already touched my mug and he took a huge gulp.

      “Woah, this is some good shit.”  He said in a very gruff voice like he really enjoyed my coffee.

       “Yeah, cause that’s my shit.  Don’t drink it, Nick” I warned him.

      He shook his head and looked at the coffee longingly, I was one second from telling him to drink it.  But he placed the coffee cup from where he took it, the table in front of the couch.  The door behind me locked with a soft click.