"Nathan?" I heard Gu Han calling my name.
"Yes?" I replied.
"Are you alright?" Gu Han asked.
"Yes, I am sorry, I just zoned out back there." I replied.
"So?" Gu Han asked.
"What?" I said.
"You haven't answered my question." Gu Han replied.
"What was it again?" I asked.
"Have you ever fallen in love with someone?" Gu Han replied.
I was frozen again for a while.
The very first memories that came to my head were those of the time that I had managed to spend with Conan.
They still felt very fresh yet I actually didn't want to think about it.
"I don't want to talk about it." I replied as I bowed my head down sadly.
"Please don't keep on going with this." I thought to myself.
"Oh." Gu Han said and it sounded as though he had been offended or perhaps I was the one who felt it that he had felt that way.
"I'm sorry." I said.
"You shouldn't apologize about anything." Gu Han said.
He turned around to walk away.
"Wait." I said after feeling inwardly convicted by something that I couldn't explain.
Gu Han heard me and he stopped in his tracks as he slowly turned around to look at me.
"Yes?" He said.
I could feel my tongue tied that I couldn't say a word so I looked around and saw a fountain.
"There." I just pointed at it.
Gu Han's sight travelled into its direction.
"The fountain?" He said.
"Yes." I replied.
"Let us go and you help me take a picture next to it." I added trying not to make the moment feel more awkward than it already was.
"Okay." Gu Han said in a more awkward manner.
"I guess the awkwardness doesn't really wear out that fast." I thought to myself.
I led the way as my hand reacted by tightly holding Gu Han.
At that time, it was me dragging him, the vice versa of what had happened before.
The instant that the both of us eventually got to the fountain, we stopped.
"What to tell him?" I thought.
"Candy, rainbows, butterflies." I randomly thought of words.
"Should we take the picture now?" Gu Han said.
"Yes." I replied instantly as l got out a camera from my bag.
It was slow but the instant that I pulled it into view, the first thing that came to my mind was a memory.
A memory of Conan taking that camera and taking pictures of the moments we had.
Those many joyous moments flew to my head but instead of giving me joy made me wear great sorrow.
"Nathan?" Gu Han snapped in front of my face.
"Where is your mind, remember this is a campus project." Gu Han said.
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I SEE YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL THE SERIES BOOK 2: SWEET LOVE
RomanceEvery one has a past they keep running from, a past that they resent and a past that they try to forget. My past is of a story I thought would end well, a sacrifice that was worthless, a passion that was a mistake and a love that never was. What the...
