I Wish I Was Special

Chapter 2

Slap me -_-

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Somebody just touched my shoulders and wiggled my shoulders, "Hey, Wake up!" I opened my eyes and it was the taxi driver, "Wake up! Your parents are standing there waiting for you!". What the hell? My parents left me like that? Why?. My dad came up to me, "Hurry up! It's in 30 minutes from now." I looked at the taxi driver's face and he still touched my shoulders and I suddenly got his hands off from my shoulders and said, "Stop touching a teenager, you dumbass!" Sorry. I got out of the taxi and left the taxi with my dad.

I walked in to the airport with my dad and my mom waited there at the gate, "C'mon! We will be late!" Calm down, mom. Then I saw a lot of people in the airport, maybe they were going to England or somewhere. I started getting hungry but I couldn't buy anything because I was scared of my mom, even my mom was scared of getting late. Calm down, Jessie, just calm down.

Then I heard the voice which our plane just landed in. British Airways? What? My dad had booked the boarding pass for us but stop acting being rich, dad.
I walked in to the plane and then we got our seats. People who walked in were British, some of them were British and American.

I was kind of awkward if I had a conversation with this British guy who had a seat next to me. My dad sat next to the window, and my mom sat next to me between dad and me. I had to wear my ex boyfriend's hoodie because that was warm for me I loved it so much. This plane was about to leave Oklahoma city.

Good bye, Oklahoma.

We were in the air, I fell asleep for 2 hours then I woke up. My mom read the Bible, she didn't sleep but my dad was sleeping. Damn, I was getting cold in this plane and my ex boyfriend's hoodie didn't help me. I needed a blanket and then I pressed the button above my head. The lady walked to me then she bent down the body to me, "May I help you?" she asked with the British accent then I nodded and I said, "Yes... Yes... I need a blanket, please?" then she smiled on me and she said, "Of course, If you feel cold I can get you a blanket" "Yes... I need it now". She walked back to get the blanket for me.
"Here you are!" she said and I quickly got the blanket, "Thank you!" I said then she left. The worms in my stomach won't shut up anyway.

I listened to the music on my phone, I turned on the song 'Charli XCX - Break the Rules' I put my earphones in and turned the volume up. I would hate everyone at my new school in England, I hated going to school. I didn't mean to hate everyone at my new school, what I mean was I would be scared if they would judge me because I had no British accent. My mom ever told me that she had British friends in England and Dad had a British friend, but me? I had no British friends, I would have no one. I couldn't make friends easily and I was awkward to meet new people.
I felt warm with this blanket, I was kind of tired so I had to sleep because sleeping was my hobby.

My earphones were still in my ears and the song just came on 'Calvin Harris - Summer'. The song reminded me so much of my ex, we broke up on summertime. He once told me that he wouldn't leave me but he left me. I once saw him cheating on me that he kissed a girl who had pretty brown eyes. So we broke up on that day. About this hoodie, he gave me his hoodie because he couldn't buy me chocolates because he had no money to buy the chocolates for me so he gave me the hoodie for me but I loved it.

Now he had a girlfriend, I didn't know her name because I deleted his number, I didn't want to text him a lot and I tried to move on now.

Would I have a boyfriend in England? No. I had no British accent even though I wanted to be a British girl so much. But I couldn't be a British girl because I had to be myself, proud to be American!.

Damn, I couldn't sleep I had so many thoughts in my head. The fact that British people disliked American. Yeah, I would never have a boyfriend in England.