I Wish I Was Special

Chapter 14

I fucking hate when I'm sleeping then my parents wake me up or make a noise, seriously? -_-

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I had a seat in front of Andrew because Mrs. Julia told me to sit there.

On a break time, I had no friends and I was so quiet so I continued writing a poetry but Andrew came and he saw me writing the poetry.

He took a seat in front of me, he turned back his body and he looked at me writing. I couldn't look at him, I was so shy. I asked him, "What?" he answered me, "Nothing, I just want to see you writing" Oh my gosh, his British accent just melted my heart.

I stopped writing and asked him how did he know about me, "What's your name? How do you know about me?" he smirked while I was looking at his brown eyes, then he said, "I'm Andrew Bradley Butler..." What? Butler? Then he continued, "I know about you from my sister and my brother." He said, her sister? Her brother? Char and Alfie? They didn't tell me that they had a younger brother even I didn't see him last night at the party.

I asked him again, "How do you know me if I'm Jessie?" then he smiled, "Char and Alfie. You know them, right?" I rolled my eyes and said, "Yes... can you leave me alone? I want to be alone!" he laughed and I asked, "What is funny?" He stopped laughing and his hand was on my table, "You're funny!" I know I'm ugly. I wanted to smack him but I couldn't do that, I was a new student here.

He asked if I was American and I asked him, "I didn't see you last night at the party?" and he smiled, I liked his smile, "I'm not a party guy, I don't like party. I don't like drinking, smoking and anything else because it's bad for me." He was such the type of guy I wanted to be my boyfriend, He wasn't addicted to drink and smoke just like me and I smiled, "So where were you last night?" "I was at my cousin's house and we went out" he smiled and there was a girl who stood at the front door, she saw me talking with Andrew.

She had a fishtail blonde braid, she was the girl who called me a slut. Did I look like a slut? Even I wore the uniform. She was with her friends and watching me with Andrew. I was scared of her, seriously.

She walked in with her friends and she shouted, "AMERICAN SLUT!" then her friends laughed on me and Andrew heard that, "You're not" he whispered me and he got up from the chair, "MOLLY!! SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTH! YOU'RE A SLUT! SHE IS NOT..." he pointed at me while he was looking at her, "YOU SLEPT WITH 6 GUYS! AT THE PARTY, YOU SLUT!". She is Molly who called me a slut, "AMERICAN GIRLS ARE SLUTS, ANDREW! WHY ARE YOU CLOSE WITH HER?" I heard she insulted Americans, I went to wrong school.

I had crush on Andrew too and I liked Alfie? Alfie was such a really nice guy who helped me. He ignored her and the bell rang.

I didn't like this school, I would rather to kill myself last night.

I was being quiet today, I only had a conversation with Andrew and I didn't talk too much with anyone.

After school, I met Andrew while I was waiting for Ruby to pick me up. He asked me, "Who are you waiting for?" "My auntie" I said as I smiled on him, "You're not going home?" I asked, "I'm going home by bus, anyway what's your phone number?" Really? He asked my number then I gave my number to him, "Okay, I'll text you later! Bye!" he waved at me and I smiled.

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There was the 'Love Somebody' by Maroon 5 on radio, I told Ruby while she was driving that it was my favorite song because I'm a fan of Maroon 5. I've never seen him live in America.

Ruby asked me how was my school like, "How was your school? Did you make friends" I answered her, "Yes" I only got Andrew, he was the only friend I talked to but I had crush on him and I wanted to tell him that I liked him the way he talked and he helped me.

Ruby asked me again, "Did you make out?" she smiled and I laughed, "What? No!" she laughed too and she said, "That's great, you'll have a boyfriend there.".

I wanted to ask Andrew if Alfie is single or not. That would be awkward if I had crush on both, if Alfie had a girlfriend I could be closer with Andrew.

I wish I was a special girl for these boys. But, I was kind of shy and the fact that I only had one friend who had crush on, Andrew.

Andrew started to make friends with me when I was sitting alone. I was too awkward.

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