1D Sad Imagines

Louis Tomlinson

24 Dec 2018

I walk down the path that lead to one person . One person that managed to light up my day but also managed to makes me feel broken inside . Everyday isn't the same without him .

Tears are streaming down my face as I reach his grave . Slowly , I sit down infront of him , trying my best to smile . Deep inside I know he is watching and I just don't want to let him down .

" Hey Lou . " I greeted him like I used to greet . Only this time , just like the past 4 years , I got silent as respond .

" The boys is still growing strong , just like you wanted them too . But I have much greater news . " I try to laugh but the reality kill the mood .

" Niall proposed to Demi yesterday . Finally . " I sighed relief , remembering how stubborn Niall was .

" He want me to tell you that he is sorry he didn't keep his promise but I guess you would understand right . " I give the lifeless tombstone a small smile , pretending it was Louis .

" Did you still remember the promise you boys made ? " of course he did . I thought to myself .

" Did you remember how Niall promise that he will never get married before you ? Well , I guess the fate has it own plan now since .. " I trail off , wiping the tears away .

" Since you didn't make it that night . " the memory that I wish I could forget attack me with no mercy . It still fresh in my mind like it just happened yesterday .

24 Dec 2014 0014

It's Louis's birthday and I have planned all this for a month with some help from his band-mate . Nervously I waited at the park , the first time we ever lay an eye on each other . Anxiety conquer my feelings and took over my body so I reach for my phone and decided to ring Harry . He is supposed to bring Louis here .

" Hey babe . " he pick up after the first ring with his usual cheer voice .

" Hey Harry . " maybe I should wait instead of calling .

" Who is that ? " Louis's voice ring my ears sent a smile on my face . Soon I spotted the fimilliar Range Rover just a few miles away . It takes the whole will power not to jump right here .

" Someone now shut up . " oh how now I wish Harry would never said that because the next thing I saw the same Range Rover collided with another white van .

24 Dec 2014 0200

With shaky body , I walk inside the room . Slowly I make my way towards Louis's lifeless body . Trying my hard not to break down but I fail . I fell on my knee , wishing I would never make those call .

" Louis . " I wait for some respond but nothing . Then the reality hits me . Louis is gone . His soul has left his body behind .

" Louis , please answer me . " I pleaded , willing to give all I had for him but nothing . I took a hold of his cold hand , laying my head on his - now silent chest .

" Louis , don't leave me . " but deep down I know he has long gone .